♥ cinta sempurna ♥

Next week will be pack!

2010-09-18T09:59:00.001-07:00

Pack dgn xtiviti. Training. Interview n interview. Bile na dpt keje nye?

p/s I miss u la <3

It is true?

2010-09-04T10:24:00.001-07:00

Semlm, ako tdo afte zohor. Ngn ibu . kat bilik bawah.

Kalo boleh ako x mau bangun lgsg. Sbb ako mimpikan die.

Memula ako mimpi, ako pergi sch lame ako.

Ako pun pelik,ape hal la ako g sane.

Then, ako Nampak kelibat die. Die senyum.

Ako balas. Die kate,' sorry, kna attack td.

Ako pun kate, 'xpe,saye da biase tgk n I need to get used to it'

ako ke sane sbb nak jumpe cekgu2 sch ako.

Ako pun xtu ssb ape. Tape, ramai yg kate congratulations!ish….

ako confius ni. Adei. Die kat sebelah cume senyum n ikot je buntut ako.

Semua corok die ade. Ako pakai ju kurung biru mase 2.

Die,ako x pasan baju ape. Kami dtg berasingan xsilap.

Ya Allah,bestnye.

Ako susah na cte kan ape sebenarnye belaku kat situation atas ni. ;)

Dear God,

2010-09-03T23:42:00.001-07:00

2 days ago, I dream horrible things.

I dream of the Day. Everything was no more.

Trees, homes, roads, people are human.

Wut only left is a field. Field that wide and large.

Ya Allah, what are you trying to show to me?

I am afraid. But, wut I can do is just pray.pray. n pray.

March 18

2010-03-17T21:10:00.001-07:00

March182010

Ok...

Today is my bday. There's lots of things happen in tis whole month. Lots of stories to share. Sampai leh uat buku la senang cite.

Hukhukhukhik ;p

Ramai wish kat FB , n ade yg msg. Yg plg awal wish was my mum.terase touching gile time 2. Next is ka b n tika. Afte some time, ein n bed plak.

But b4 that,adeq n dyna called. Tp,ako tdo. Pnat. Baru balik class, lepak fufu jap. Then tdo. Hwahwahwa. Lepak ngn ka b sementara masa ade ni.

1 wish msg,like usual momok lor. Seb baek die ingat. If ta ako sepok je.huhuhuuhuu.

Thanks guys!!

My favorite month

2010-03-17T02:03:00.001-07:00

2march.2126

Ao x g kije.coz,tekak ako sakit gile n pinggang ako bgai mau tecabut sude...g najat.die bg ako obat.huhu.lepak uma.kemas2 skit.ako uat la kije research ako. On 14022010.ako online fb.dgn tidak dirancang ako bkk fb fahrin ahmad.(FA).ade contest.online satay bersama FA.ako pun gatai tgn,try la.try punye try,arini die call ako.time 2,ako baru tjaga dari tdo.tdo sblah ein kat hall depan.dgn tekak sakit,mmg suare hasky gile arh.xcited pun ta.coz baru bgn tdo kan..

Shah: hello,saye call mewakili FA.

Ako: ha?? Ye saye.(bingong)

Shah: ari2 ade anta sms 4 online satay besama FA kan?

Ako: oh...ade.(lg la blur)(dlm ati xcited)

Shah: ha..awk terpilih dan awk menang.n diinvite tuk bersama ngn FA

Ako: aik..biar tol ni.

Shah: yup. Saye perlukan name pnuh n ic awk

Ako: nor........ ic 87.......

Shah: ah.,.ok.nanty saya akan msg awk.n awk kena tnjk sbgai proof awk menang

Ako: oh. Ok.ok ni,saye je ke yg mng?

Shah: ek,tade la.ade lg 30 lg

Ako:leh bawak kawan x?

Shah: ah..xleh.1 pemenang i invitation je.xmau ramai2

Ako: oh,begitu.tapela mcm2

Shah:event 2, jum ni.kul 5.30 kat serai satay bar,kat foodcourt pavi

Ako: bengung...aduh.kije kot.mcm mane ni? Oh...ok ok

Shah: k ek.taniah mng.n jumpe disane ye

Ako: thanks ya.bye..

Ein....teka sape call ako.shah.die cal bg pihak FA.ako mng dowh.ako x terpikir plak.saje je gedik.aduh.mcm mane ni??na pakai ape?kije mcm mane plak ni.alamak.tp,ako tenang je.selambe sude.ako yg bkn hardfan die leh menang.cube bygkan.power x power ayat yg ako bg kat die..na menang contest 2 kna jawab 2 solan n bg slogan.ako pun bgla.bab2 ayat ni mmg ako power.hwahwahwa.jd,xcited truk kot.mlm 2 jugak ako ajak mok lepak.kat uncle kaya.online.uat kije,asgment ako yg na kna submit esoknye.tp,xjd anta pun.coz,xde sape uat kat class 2.next week baru la submit.slmat.mam plak 2kar format.uat la baru.kna burn in cd bagai..ikot je la. N mylife like usual that wed,(ade class).n thurs.g tgk wayang(niang rapik). N sambil that usha baju n a small gift 4 FA. Iaitu sejenis crunchy pillow with hi5 bentuknye.red in color.n best part is,xtau plak 2 favour clor die.hwahwahwa.1 more point there. T box plak, black in color. N with riben red,with,gold in color.besar truk kot kotak die.bli kat jj bkt raja jek.

0503109(mlm)

Ako lepak besama rakan sepejuahanku. Anis n capik. Kat area pak mal nasi ayam.rindu siot ngn anis.xyah berkate kiteorg ni.bertentang mata da tau ape yg akan ku story.hwahwa.ako pakai cincin ni .ako tnjk kat die.die tanye sape bg.ako kat jumpe.mmg jumpe pun.then,codi bg ako,ako pun amik.rase cam best plak pakai cincin ni. N da dkt 1bulan x jumpe kb. Ntah pe cer die 2. Name je serumah.tp,x jumpe.afte that dinner,g tgk mok fotsal.lepak2.wit ka lin.n then,tika dgn ngn raul.mok n t geng da stat men.ako ampai lewat skit.afta that, saa duk cal2.pelik ako.ajak lepak.that time da dkt kul 2. Ako betambah pelik yg call ako adela nrul. Tp,ako biarkan je.pe kna mgena ngn ako pe drang na uat. Die ajak lepak.kate tggu kat 7e sec7.ako ampai die da blah g uma membe kat sec9.takpe.ako lpak ngn mok n sharil n raul n tika n ka lin.afta lepak balik uma mmsg. B4 that,ati xcident kat batu caves. Ein selamatkan die. Ako pelik la ein kate ta jd balik. Coz that time ako ngn bed. G satay 2.pasal pe jd kat satay,japg ako story.

060310

Abob ade fotsal.momok ade fotsal. Plan na g,tp ta jd.coz ako tdo.dari kamis kot ako x tdo.xleh tdo.siot tol.ako tdo xsdarkan diri.siap da mandi,tdo balik.ka lin balik pun ako x sdar. Adeq n dyna blah pon ako x sdar. Hahahahhaaha. Ako tjaga balik kul 6.tada sape kat uma,so ako decide na balik sban. Rindu sama airis. Ako siap2,msg ka lin n tika n momok. Ako pun grak balik. Ssgt gumbira na jumpe kakasih atiku... cal ibu tanye2 katne. Pancing kuat.hwahwahwa. rupenye drang g shopping aircond n hood dapur. Ako g trus hong bee. Da la salah kdai. Hahahahahahahaha. Malonye :p . jumpe airis, ako mcm cacing kepanasan. Seronok gile dowh.. ako try 3G ka b n ein. Ta dpt. Dpt 3G bed je. Afta that,plan na g dinner kat johan seafood. Ikot la jalan forest height. Sambil dok cite pasal smlm ape terjadi di pavi. Seronok gile sakan bercerita :::BOMB!!!:: ako terhint something. Iaitu turtle hum yg lahanat giler ade kat jalan 2. Da la gelap na mampus. Siap elak keta, tp terlanggar benda mengong 2.. hasilnye gear box ku hancor.. masok hosp keta ako for 4 days. Tues baru kuar. Jd,ako mc la 2 hari. Lepak uma layan airis sampai bengong.

070310

Bday panjang. My long lost fren.

Lil crush on U

2010-03-14T10:01:00.001-07:00

OMG

Lama sude tidak berblog ini.ape sude jd pada ku now?sibuk uat kije.sibuk ngn fb.sibuk ngn FA.hwahwa.ako sgt happy.coz,ako duk ingat same FA.tp,x happy coz die mayb sude lupekan daku.

i think im falling in 4 u

2010-03-06T09:43:00.000-08:00

march 5

the best day eva

i got t unaccepted invitation to spent time with FA
OMG.terkejutz gile mak...

sgt seronok.sgt seronok

tp,ako ni kan

bkn jenis yg ske interframe

duk kat tepi 2,tgk je derang

amik2 pic skit

thanks 2 ein.coz pinjamkan camera die

Nobody but U

2010-02-20T04:47:00.001-08:00

Ku membenarkan jiwaku Untuk mencintaimu Ku persembahkan hidupku Untuk bersama kamu

Dan diriku untuk kamu Belum pernah kumerasai begitu

Semua itu telah berlalu Harapanku palsu Dan mungkin hari yang satu Terus ku tertunggu

Di hatiku masih kamu Belum pernah ku ingin terus memburu

Aku lemah tanpa kamu Ku inginmu dampingi ku Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik Untuk dirimu

Namun aku tetap aku Yang terbaik untuk diriku Hanya satu Hanya kamu

Ku membiarkan hatiku Untuk merinduimu Ku menghamparkan sakitku Untuk tatapan kamu

Bersamamu harapanku Hilang dalam terang yang membutakanku

Aku lemah tanpa kamu Ku inginmu dampingi ku Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik Untuk dirimu

Sampai syurga ku menunggu Sampai syurga ku cintamu Hanya kamu

Dan segala yang ku ada Ku berikan semua Untuk dirimu saja

Ku mahu dirimu Bahagia untuk selamanya Biar sampai syurga

Aku menunggu cinta darimu Agar ku sempurna

Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik Untuk dirimu Namun aku tetap aku Yang terbaik tuk diriku

Hanya satu

Aku lemah tanpa kamu Ku inginmu dampingi ku Aku fahami aku bukan terbaikUntuk dirimu

Sampai syurga ku menunggu Sampai syurga ku cintamu Hanya kamu

kate M' pjg ade 2wun sa ari2kan?'

2010-02-17T17:30:00.000-08:00

ok..
yesterday
my day getting worst
smlm b4 g surau,i jatuh tangga!
lawak ta?
dua dua belah kaki sakit
satu kat ankle
satu kat knee
peh...seksa na bejalan ni
bawak keta apetah lg.

tyme lepak ngn m n mok
m terlepas akap pasal ~~HIM~~
peh
tersentap ako
die 2wun kl without my n0tice
insting ako mmg cakap die da dkt---- ngn ako
peh...
pedih gle
tp,kejap je ar kan..
lepas geram time karok.
M plak duk bahan2
sabo jo
then,mok akap something then die cool skit
ako ni da la sensitip
;(

siot gler....

2010-02-17T00:58:00.000-08:00

OMG
arini ako tension gler
but b4 that,biaq ako cite benda len dulu

pepagi bangun kul 5,2pun x tdo sgt
siap2 na balik shah alam
dari penang
naek flight
ok lg smua 2 ok je

balik uma,letak barang.
chit chat ngn tika jap
then gerak g ofc

isi gas jap

kat ofc,lengang gle!!!
xde sape kat jalan raya
coz ramai cuti
deparment ako je dr 11 jd 3 org je
ajaibkan,...
i loike

then,lepak2
lepak
lepak
n lepak

b4 lunch dok edit proposal

lunch kat kfc carrefour ngn k.keen

balik lunch,online la..

elok2 ako online,carii bahan
cari bahan
cari bahan

ternampak 1 PICTURE
sakit ati gle sial.................
x terkata sakitnye
tuhan je tau
ako trus tersentap
kencang gle jantung ako ni
mata rase panas je
dala kat ofc
peh....................

~~i hate u n u too~~

sorry seem 2 b t hardest word

2010-02-15T03:28:00.000-08:00

yesterday i tot my sense is true.
but now,no more.
its me who only feels that way.
end ........
no more ~~'HIM'~~ in mylife
i dont wan to kaco his life anymore
im not seducer.or a slut to kaco peoples life.
thanks for the sweet memories.
thanks for all the smiles.

atho is only for a short period.

thanks again.

~~no more love~~

give me my soulmate back!!

2010-02-14T07:58:00.000-08:00

Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone

;)

2010-02-13T21:52:00.000-08:00

hi...

finally,im blogging again.kinda bz lately.

kat ofice xleh na blog.

x menang tangan.

if ade time pun,na rehatkan kepala otak ni n

cant stand to stay wit the comp any longer.

leh gler i dibuatnye. ngn proposal x uat pape lg.

deadline plak feb22.OMG>omg>OMG.

malasnye i...

ok...

im updated status,'in a relationship'.wit some1 i know.

hoping he feels the same way to...

he kinda spoil brat baby.coz he's the only 1 in the family.

n its kinda good 4 me.

the most important is,he doesnt act in wut he does not is.

his natural.

humor,make me smiles always.

n bcoz of him,i learning to move on n

let go wut is not mine.

im thinking of him,most of the time.

n thats kinda awkward.

n makes me happy at the same time.

first time thinking of some1else.

but,he's kinda to frendly wit every1

jealous ni...

hikhik

we stil in the boat,blum ampai mane2 lg

pelan2 kayuh.get to know him more .

n to you,im still loving you.

4eva.n im still waiting 4 you to come back into mylife

please dont mess wit mylife,again.

if you do come back,do say.4eva.

if u dont have intention to,dont do so.

thanks.

miss

2010-02-02T21:41:00.000-08:00

peh...
lame gile x blogging dowh
asik bz je
kat ofis now ni

notes from sab

2009-11-20T11:04:00.000-08:00

After reading this, I believe some minds will be saying "Ellehh **** tak pernah bercinta / couple / whatever word you use, memang la kata macam tu". Well it's true I never been in a relationship before and Ive heard and saw a few "loving" couples. They're among my good friends & family too. Hehe I don't want to be what I write below. Apply this on "love" before marriage eh :)

1. 24/7 either the guy or the girl mesti sibuk gila nak tahu where is the spot that the partner is breathing. SMS and call like every second right.. So weird man. Even your momma who loves you like no one has ever love you before doesn't do that! Get a life wehhh. Siap tanya dengan siapa, buat apa, kat mana. Tanya sekali masa awal pagi tu dah la kan. Every hour nak tanya, macam bapa gila apa, takde life ke korang. Bazir masa je bagi commitment macam tu cause it's not like God will punish you if you dont report every moment to your partner before marriage.

2. Tak reply SMS or pick-up phone marah macam partner kau tu botakkan kepala kau je kan. HELLO life isnt about SMS-ing or picking up your phone!! Life is life. Takde life, macam mana "relationship" korang sebelum kahwin tu nak improve. Takde life, tak belajar pape, macam mana "relationship" nak improve. Haiyooo give space to each other la wehh. Kalau asyik nak reply SMS or pick-up phone je, nak cerita apa? Cerita cara muka korang kutip habuk setiap saat? :P

3. Lelaki / perempuan lain SMS or call kata rindu or whatever, heboh marah perang macam pasangan kau tu ceroboh rumah korang je kan. Ingat korang yang in a "relationship" je ke boleh ada perasaan rindu dan boleh saling SMS dan call? Kawan lama yang beza jantina text kata "I miss you" je pun dah kepoohh. Tak boleh ke rindu kawan? Korang tak pernah rindu kawan ke? Hiisshh sedih la berpasangan dengan orang macam tu. Kalau dah kahwin takpe la kan, no choice cause you gotta work out those silly things because you've seriously promised to God in taking care of each other.

4. Keluar lepak dengan kawan lain jantina pun tak bagi? Hampehh betul la, ko ingat kawan dia tu nak sangat kat boyf / girlf kau. HAHAHAHA tak payah risau la kalau dah kata "cinta" & "trust" pasangan korang macam korang first time gunakan sifat saling mempercayai. Kan? Keep it cool.

5. Kawan beza jantina bagi hadiah padahal takde special occasion pun nak bising bising? Mampus kawan dia la nak bagi apa. Kasih sayang ke, hadiah ke, racun ke, itu hak pasangan korang dengan kawan dia. When youre not married, you dont own them, let your partner learn what's life. Even if youre married pun you can't 100% control your spouse!! They've the rights to make decisions too.

6. Bila terserempak dengan kawan beza jantina masa tengah dating, korang tegur, pastu boyf / girlf korang marah. Ya ampunnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn tolong lah!!! Tak seronok ke dapat girlf / boyf yang tak sombong, peramah & baik dengan kawan?

7. K k k ni lagi kelakar ni. Insist to display about your relationship in the online social pages(myspace, facebook, twitter, etc). And kalau tak letak photo or nama, korang akan cam tension and rasa tidak dihargai. EEEEEE geli nak mampus!! If you love a person, don't take his / her life but share your life with him / her. Kalau life korang huru-hara jangan la share kan, susahkan je tambah beban pasangan korang. HAHA.

8. Ni lawak gila ni. Ni selalunya rempit la kan. Pantang siod boyf bawa perempuan lain naik motor dia atau girlf naik motor dengan laki lain. Sorry la kan. But JIJIK aku dengar. HAHAHAHA yuuccckk!! Gross!! Naik motor je kot. Kalau dah memang gatal nak mengusik usik tu takyah naik motor pun takpe. Pelik pelik je la korang.

9. AHAAAA ni ramai kot pernah alami. Saling check handphone. ADUHHH kepingin sangat nak baca balik SMS korang? HAHA nak tahu sangat ya apa orang lain SMS pasangan korang? Apa kata masa jumpa tu korang abadikan untuk korang bermesra dan berseronok daripada menyibukkan mata & jari fokus pada handphone yang lebih murah dari "cinta" korang tu. Ke telefon tu adalah cinta korang? Haha. Baiklah stare to your partner rather than staring at the innocent mobile phone!

p/s hell bored

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2009-11-19T10:34:00.000-08:00

ako bosan..sgt2 bosan.
pas 4 months ago,ako happy sgt.
coz ako ade die.ako ade smua org.
afta tis da pratical.
ako lonely balik.mane soulmate den?
pasni na balik sban pun susah
coz da stat kerja.camne na jumpe airis?

p/s hms

i hate myself 4 loving u

2009-11-05T10:11:00.000-08:00

Midnight, gettin' uptight.

Where are you?

You said you'd meet me,

now it's quarter to twoI know

I'm hangin' but I'm still wantin' you.

Hey, Jack, It's a fact they're talkin' in town.

I turn my back and you're messin' around.

I'm not really jealous, don't like lookin' like a clown.

I think of you ev'ry night and day.

You took my heart, then you took my pride away.

I hate myself for loving you .

Can't break free from the the things that you do.

I wanna walk but I run back to you,

that's why I hate myself for loving you .

Daylight, spent the night without you.

But I've been dreamin' 'bout the lovin' you do.

I won't be as angry 'bout the hell you put me through.

Hey, man, bet you can treat me right.

You just don't know what you was missin' last night.

I wanna see your face and say forget it just from spite.

I think of you ev'ry night and day.

You took my heart, then you took my pride away.

I hate myself for loving you .

Can't break free from the the things that you do.

I wanna walk but I run back to you,

that's whyI hate myself for loving you .

I hate myself for loving you .

do u erinnern, wenn wir uns küssen?

2009-10-29T00:27:00.000-07:00

I can honestly say

You've been on my mind

since I woke up today

I look at your photograph all the time

These memories come back to life I don't mind

I remember when we kissed

I still feel it on my lips

The time that you danced with me

With no music playing

I remember the simple things

I remember till I cry

The one thing I wish I’d forget

The memory I wanna forget is

Goodbye

I woke up this morning

And played our song

And through my tears,

I sing along

I picked up the phone

And then put it down

Cause I know I'm wasting my time

Suddenly my cellphone's blowing up

With your ringtone

I hesitate but answer it anyway.

You sound so alone

I'm surprised to hear you say

You remember when we kissed

You still feel it on your lips

The time that you danced with me with no music playing

You remember the simple things

We talked until we cried

You said that your biggest regret

The one thing you wish I'd forget

Was saying goodbye

b.o.r.e.d

2009-10-29T00:14:00.000-07:00

ok...mmg dah lama x on9 upload blog
coz ako da kebuntuaan cerita na kongsi ape

idop ako cam biase

x banyak beza sgt

ako still ako dulu

cume da semakin jaat

ako mingle je kije skrg ni

ako malas da jadi dak baek

coz, dulu ako jaat kate ako baek

now,ako na btambah jaat

apo ako merapo ni

aduhai

ako bosan dowh

bosan xde teman na berbual

setakat dyna n kakb

sampai mane drang leh tahan dgr ako becerita je

ako nekad na benti rock.

ako bosan

<3

2009-10-15T06:22:00.000-07:00

Walau aku senyum bukan berarti
Aku selalu bahagia dalam hari
Ada yang tak ada di hati ini
Di jiwa ini hampa

Ku bertemu sang adam di simpang hidupku
Mungkin akan ada cerita cinta
Namun ada saja cobaan hidup
Seakan aku hina

Tuhan berikanlah aku cinta
Untuk temaniku dalam sepi
Tangkap aku dalam terang-Mu
Biarkanlah aku punya cinta

Tuhan berikanlah aku cinta
Aku juga berhak bahagia
Berikan restu dan halal-Mu
Tuhan beri aku cinta

Ku bertemu sang adam di simpang hidupku
Mungkin akan ada cerita cinta
Namun ada saja cobaan hidup
Seakan aku hina

Tuhan berikanlah aku cinta
Untuk temaniku dalam sepi
Tangkap aku dalam terang-Mu
Biarkanlah aku punya cinta

Tuhan berikanlah aku cinta
Aku juga berhak bahagia
Berikan restu dan halal-Mu
Tuhan beri aku cinta

p/s miss him damn much

2009-10-15T06:19:00.000-07:00

lost....

my heart

2009-09-23T10:50:00.000-07:00

having fun wit elin,eli n ester
love when she smiles

cheese.........
fun time wit yana n najwa

one fine evening
@ pakngah n makngah house
in pilah'

no title

2009-09-20T08:27:00.000-07:00

lama ta tulis kat cini.
arini 1st of raya da
tp,feel raya takde
coz ibu n ayah leh lak gado
atleast if ta gado,leh la g umah sedara2 yg dekat2
ni yg ado..duk umah jo kijo
tgk jiran2 meriah giler raye
yg ako ni,duk umah.basuh baju,kmas bilik je
hahahaha
mcm ta raye je kan?
n baju raye pun takde!!
LG SYOK DISITU

in the morning

yg best nye.like usual
airis
she really makes my day.
smlm tdo mmg lewat.
uat ketupat daun palas ngn ibu
dlm kul 4 baru padam.
mmg die dtg pg 2,mmg ako bushuk je la muka ni ha..
die pakai dress yg ako belikan die
sgt sgt sgt comel!
ako apa lg,trus mandi.n g la melayan die.
seronok die tgk muko ako yg comot die
die ske tepok pipi ako ni.
syok ooo..
hikhikhik
thats makes me more special.
breakfast settle

in the afternoon

nothing special.
coz,ako membuta.
same goes to ibu
huhuhuhuhuhu
ayah?
tatau la die uatpe
hukhuk
dlm kul 4 ako tjaga
basuh2 muka
2wun bawah,amik baju kering plak
lepak2 kat luar umah jap
na ade feel raye la katekan
ta dpt gak
huh!!
masok balik,g mandi
then,akak call.
die mau dtg!

evening till now

ptg airis dgt!
gumbira atiku
hukhukhukhuk
arini die tdo umah TTJ
coz sok na g raya kat umah makteh
paklong
makngah
insyaALLAH
td,kul 10pun die tamo tdo agi
ako asik kna halau je ngn akak
coz anak die taleh tdo,nampak ako
hahahahahahaha
ako happy sgt tgk airis
thanks ALLAH 4 giving me t cutest niece in t earth

p/s

happy raye to all of u
n to him,

♥
every day in every way i love you more and more always n forever ♥

HELP

2009-09-12T10:42:00.001-07:00

shud i go?

buzzzzzz...

2009-09-11T03:23:00.000-07:00

Babylon English-English

love

v. have great affection for; feel a passionate attraction to; be fond of; hug and kiss; have sexual intercourse with; like a great deal, be enthusiastic about

n. passionate attraction; fondness, affection; enthusiasm, interest; one who is loved; object of one's enthusiasm; score of zero (in tennis, etc.); term of endearment (i.e. "sweetheart")

Love

Love is an intense feeling of affection related to a sense of strong loyalty or profound oneness.
The meaning of love varies relative to context.
Romantic love is seen as an ineffable feeling of intense attraction shared in passionate or intimate attraction and intimate interpersonal and sexual relationships.
Though often linked to personal relations, love is often given a broader signification, a love of humanity, of nature, with life itself,
or a oneness with the Universe, a universal love. Love can also be construed as platonic love, religious love, familial love, and, more casually, great affection
for anything considered strongly pleasurable, desirable, or preferred,
to include activities and foods. This diverse range of meanings in the singular word love is often contrasted with the plurality of Greek words for love, reflecting the concept's depth, versatility, and complexity.

p/s doesn't he love u?

ape yg silly sgt ni..

2009-09-09T12:44:00.000-07:00

meh cini ade cite ako na share ngn korang
ade 1 gurl ni,tetiba je takde ribut takde taufan kate ako ngamuk ngn die
ada ka patut?
ako na ngamuk ngn die knape ek?
baget hot ape?
ada ako masok campur idop ko?
takde kan.
yg ko tetiba na maen terjah idop ako ni pehal
ako agak malas la na layan disitu
ingat ako ni takde kije laen ke dr na mencarut ta tentu pasal
akai ada ka?

ape kes ako ngn ngamuk pasal mamat 2
ako redha je ape yg berlaku
da org tana,tayah la terhegeh2 da.
btul ta en. *tut*
ako da malas la na pikir da pasal ni
ako yg ta purfect tok ko kan..
ako mmg ta layak tuk ko
ako terima title "FREN" yg ikhlas dari ko tok ako 2
trimas sgt2
aduhai

p/s hak ako na kate ape coz ni territory ako

thinking...

2009-09-06T07:06:00.000-07:00

"Love is a temporary madness.
It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides.
And when it subsides you have to make a decision.
You have to work out whether your roots have
become so entwined together that it is
inconceivable that you should ever part.
Because this is what love is.
Love is not breathlessness,
it is not excitement,
it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion.

That is just being "in love" which
any of us can convince ourselves we are.
Love itself is what is left over when
being in love has burned away,
and this is both an art and a fortunate accident.
Your mother and I had it,
we had roots that grew towards
each other underground,
and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two."

speechless

2009-08-29T12:47:00.000-07:00

ฉันกำลังเบื่อ
เบื่อไม่ต้องคุณโดยด้านของเวลาอันเงียบสงบ
ระยะเวลาสิบเดือนขณะที่มีค่าที่สุดในชีวิตของฉัน
ที่ฉันล้ำค่าที่สุด
ขอบคุณสำหรับทุกสิ่ง
;)

do try to translate

kiusah yg kusut dari kami..

2009-08-28T13:17:00.000-07:00

Elena Prescovia
i'd rather have bad times with u than good times with someone else. be beside u in a storm than safe and warm by myself. i'd rather have hard times together than have it easy apart. i dont know where i stand with u and what i mean to u but ...all i know is i wanna be with u till i catch my last breath.
August 23 at 2:29am · Comment · Like / Unlike

Shipote Shedote and Anis Atifah like this.

Muhd Khirul Hilman Mat
g tdo laa
August 23 at 3:04am

Ise Punye
sejak kebelakangan ni, cm sedih je dier ni... await ek?
August 23 at 3:37am

Elena Prescovia
cem: ak kusot tabole tdo! -.-'ise: tade pape.
August 23 at 1:56pm

Ise Punye
tpu
August 23 at 8:04pm

Elena Prescovia
btul la.
August 23 at 11:14pm

Punye
tpu
August 23 at 8:04pm

Elena Prescovia
btul la.
August 23 at 11:14pm

Fariza Yunus
but sometime when they loses us,then they realize who are we to them. n it takes time darl for them to wakeup from the fine day.n find us thinking that we'll always be there 4 them
August 24 at 12:09am · Delete

Elena Prescovia
hurm yepp i hope so. he meant world to me! he wud never b replaced eventho i keep telling myself dat we've done. but if he wud never come back i jz wish i lose him to sum1 dat lurfee him wanting to remain his smile n never let his feeling hurt.
August 24 at 12:23am

Ise Punye
i bet he will be glad if he know u doin fine.. perhaps u shud forget the past and try to move on with ur live and dont hope so much. if he ever come back, then its ur destiny but if he dont, peace
August 24 at 9:24am

Ise Punye
i bet he will be glad if he know u doin fine.. perhaps u shud forget the past and try to move on with ur live and dont hope so much. if he ever come back, then its ur destiny but if he dont, peace
August 24 at 9:55am

Elena Prescovia
hurm i'll b fine only when he's around not de fake "fine". i mean why cnt he jz come back
August 24 at 4:08pm

Ise Punye
not everything can be done easily. not everything is happen accordingly. not everything u can get what u ask for... no matter how u try, no matter how u do, no matter how long u wait, sometimes, u still cant get it. live never meant to be complete....
August 24 at 4:31pm

Elena Prescovia
oh but i do believe in destiny n faith. no matter how many "how matter" it is n even if he dun even care bout it anymore, it wont change a bit
August 24 at 4:38pm

Ise Punye
u jz still the same person like i know u last time... im still getting the same answer when the last time i told u... hmmm
August 24 at 4:44pm

Elena Prescovia
yepp n im counting on each steps it goes apart since then.
August 24 at 4:52pm

Ise Punye
y u so stubborn? hesh
August 25 at 9:41am

Elena Prescovia
nvrmind no one cud understands dat either.
August 25 at 10:11am

Ise Punye
no1 cud undrstnd why...
August 25 at 10:36am

Fariza Yunus
love wil always be our best friends.coz we are women n man will never understand us.never understand wut we can do for love n wut we can be for love.n the sacrifices for wut we love till no one can put appreciation towards wut we have done. *sob..sob..sob*
Wed at 1:31am · Delete

Elena Prescovia
huhu nice one peja. seems like u've been through a hard time too huh?
Wed at 8:15pm

Ise Punye
human never understand each other. they only understand parts of its not the full
Thu at 12:05am

Fariza Yunus
is not just a hard time.hardcore time dowh.hard sgt2 to forget all the memories that we have together.but,standard la kan.only we,who treasure all the happiness n so with t sorrow.n as simple,'i tried to love u.but i failed.i'm sorry'the end
Thu at 3:02am · Delete

Elena Prescovia
yepp exactly darla! omigosh i never thot u had almost de same situation like mine cz believe it or not seriously i thot ur life were like soowh wonderful and amazing cz i've never seen u in a sad gloomy face! i mean u sgt hebat hiding ur misery eventho deep inside god knows how u felt.
Thu at 7:57pm

Fariza Yunus
am i that good?no really la.n i also never thot u have t same situation too.coz wut u show to us,doest goes wit wut inner side of u.u always smiling n chilling to,right?someone told me,we need to b t best actress in our own life.hide wut people wil never understand.is like PNC prob n doesnt need to be shown,but 4 me that make no sense.coz we need opinion form other party too right??if not,mmg ade protential masok tanjung rambutan la...hihikhikhik
10 hours ago · Delete

Elena Prescovia
hurm it feels sucky sumtimes when u noe ur simply not oke but u'v been faking thngs up infront of others n jz keep thngs fer urself. eventho u'v been telling urself dat time wil heal it but stil, when? i mean its been like more than 2 1/2 years isnt dat too long to be waited? its not like i never tried to move on wif life but it seems like i cant. i figure it so hard not as easy as spelling it out. haih! hahaha i do lurfee rambutan but tanjung rambutan? like erkkkkk no thnxie!
7 hours ago

Fariza Yunus
mmg tis kinda things yg take time.but is just or time je die mik,ngn kite2 skali die amiknye.may in yr case,he's afraid of commitment kot.coz in my situation,wut he did all tis while,is enough for me.but,he always said,he is not t one for me.n that has been on n on 4 almost 4years tis year.n t lastest,he just said,im sorry,i cant forced myself in ... Read Moretis relationship.i just can accept u keep saying im yr bf,coz im not!ek?wut t fish is that.afta all we been tru 2gether,die kate die taleh.lg la panas dgrkan.but,its ok.but we do meant to be,ta lari mane punkan.just keep t faith.sob..sob..sob..miss him giler kot,tp tahan je la.that wut im doing now.;p
2 seconds ago · Delete

Elena Prescovia
gosh shud i say dat is sooowhhhhh kejam? haih! hurm im tired of everythng n i just figure out n realized dat guys always get over thngs up so easy. mayb dats de reason why they dont even have those memories inside them. i mean like those things dat cud remind them of what we've been thru together b4 sume tu mcm tapnah dorg ingt dh. not even rse sedih when it comes to saying de word "breaking up". n sgt senang find a replacement. -.-'
Yesterday at 2:04pm

Fariza Yunus
wut i can do if kejam pun.i heart him so much.til nothing cant overcome him.i also ta paham y my heart is so devoted to him,while,he doesnt even care about me.geram sgt kot.but,wut can i do.not easy finding replacement coz he's the one tht i want.n doesnt i be needed by him?so...so...so..lovehated btul.aiyok,tetiba rase bodo plak.but,coz of love.n love are gurls bestfren.sob....sob...sob..
9 hours ago · Delete

Elena Prescovia
100% agree! dats wat i felt too! haih -.-'
9 hours ago

Fariza Yunus
babe..visit pichja.blogspot.com.ASAP.as u read tis,g cepat
2 seconds ago · Delete

conversation between 2 gurls that have the similar case in finding their

♥ cinta sempurna ♥

kisah seorg adek yg kehilangan satu2nye abg yg die ade didunia ni

2009-08-26T13:32:00.000-07:00

kisah seorg anak yg derhaka n ta sedar dek untung n asal usul

ako;
ibu kate nak tgk keta dulu,
bru bg $.
bwk ibu g workshop 2 dulu

anak derhaka;
ah.. korang macam2..
P mampos la korang suma..
cite mcm *tut* *tut*

ako;
oit.
sape yg ko nak panggil korang.
sedar skit asal usul 2.
cukup bgs ayah nak bg $
tak sdar diri nak panggil org mcm2!

anak derhaka;
kalu nk bg, bg je la..
Kalu tak nak bg, ckp terus terang..
Takpayah nak macam2..
Bg org harapan..
*tut* lah

ako;
eh helo *** ku yang pandai lagi bijaksana
harapan kepala otak ko.
ko 2,reti mintak $ je
hati mak ayah tak jaga.
apa harapan yg ko nak megahkan
sdar la wei
da dewasakn.

anak derhaka;
Pergi mampus la ko *tut*..

ako;
ako mati,ada org na mandikan
doakan.
ko 2?
sdar la ***.
cian ibu n ayah.
drang da berusia.
eyam pun sakit2 da.
atok apetah lg.
mmg na bg,tgk perangai ***,sayu ati drang.

anak derhaka;
Eh *tut*..
Ko p mampos cepat2 skit..

ako;
kalo ako mati cpat,ko gak rugi.
haha
mmg leh mati pun,ada *** mcm ko ni
n kurang skit dosa ako.

anak derhaka;
Hehe..
Bagus2..
Agak2 tahun ko sempat mati tak?

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ako malas na melayan anak derhaka mcm ni.ade lg manusia yg ta sdar asal usul die walaupun da tua n mampos mcm *** ako 2.reti take advantages of people.bkn people,family members die sendiri.ngn kawan2 tunjuk lagak,konon kaya.duit bersepah.if byk sgt duit,asal mcm minta sedekah kat mak ayah ako?ko buang derang dr idup ko,ko da ludah kat derang,skrg ni ko na jilat balik.mmg ko ni.mmg dasar anak ta kenang budi.eyam selama ni backup ko,bg ko mcm2.ko na buat bisnes,eyam bg duit,ko na tempat na berteduh,eyam sediakan smuanye.ape lagi yg ta cukup! OIT...matang la skit.ko kuar umah,sbb pentingkan kawan.ape yg ko dpt hah?derang sementara je.mcm ko ta pnah kena kencing dgn derang plak.ako rase da selalu sgt ko.ta serik ke?skrg pun ko kena kencingkan?sampai beribu riban ko kna tpo.ek ta ingat kubur ape ko ni?geramnye ako!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!terasa ako rela jd pembunuh if ako dibenarkan tuk bunuh ko.ko tau ta??ko ni,adui.takde agama ape?ta ingat TUHAN ape?hantu ko takot,ngn ALLAH ko ta takot plak,manusia ape ko ni..serius abis ko ni tak sdar dek untung.ape yg ko mina tak pnah dapat?cube ckp skit kat ako?dulu masa wan meninggal ingat ko na berubag,siap bacekan yassin.nangis.huh!!crocodile tears tol.rupe2 duit da abis.kawan smua da lari.patutla baek.padan muka ko.ko mmg bodo!skolah ta abis ape?oh..lupe,ko mmg ade kes time ko kat lendu dulu.ko kna KICK,mmg ko bijak.n salahkan mak ayah sbbkan kesalahan sendiri.mmg ko bijak.aah,mmg.mmg ibu n ayah yg amikkan paper2 final ko,g class tok ko,mmg derang yg salah kan.ta study tok ko.yela ,,,ko kan anak dato'.mane leh study sendiri.kena ade gundik studykan.SIAL la ko ni.geram tol ako,sejahat2 ako,sehina2 ako ako tak uat ibu n ayah seksa jiwa n batin mcm ni tau.ko ni lahir btul ke dari perut mak ako ni?ke tetukar time ko lahir dulu hah?ako pelik la.sgt pelik.spesis manusia mcm mane ko ni ek.mmg takde perasaan lgsg.ako rela takde abg mcm ni ko tau!!ako benci ko.i HATE u so much.dammit sial ko ni.adui.

YA ALLAH,
ampunkan dosa ako.dosa kedua ibu bapaku,eyam.atok.akak.abg,abgman,panjangkan umur mereka.trimas keats kurniaan mu ya ALLAH.kehadiran airis dlm keluarga ju,sgt sgt bermakne skali,ako merasakan keluarga masih diberkati n drahmati oleh mu ALLAH.dugaan yg ko turunkan,ako trima.berila ako peluang tuk membalas budi mereka yg ALLAH.kurangkan beban yg ade dibahu ibuku.lembutkan la ati abgku ya ALLAH.berikan die cahaya drmu ya ALLAH.ako mohon padamu.berikan la die peluang tuk sedar semula.
-amin-

ako cakap ni,sbb ako syg kat ko.eyam yg kita smua sygkan, sakit skrg. kanser die makin teruk bang.bila abg na sedar?na tunggu eyam takde baru na sedar ke?selame ni eyam ade bile abg cari die.eyam sentiasa ada mase kite smua cari die.nanty,die da takde,mcm mane?abg yg plh rapat ngn eyam.bandingkan adek ngn kaka.eyam bertambah sakit pikir abg mcm ni.abg janji na berubah.mane janji abg?abg yg mcm keling,cakap ta serupa bikin.abg yg putar belit.slalu na menangkan kawan.setiap kali abg kate na berubah,ibu n ayah terima seadanye.sejuk ati tgk abg da berubah.da berapa tahun kite ta raye same?adek perlukan seorg abg,yg boleh mgumbirakan ibu n ayah.drang da tua.ape lagi yg derang ade selain anak2 die ni bang.adek sentiasa doakan abg selamat n berubah dari ape yg abg skrg ni.org luar smua ingat abg baek,tp sebenarnye abg jahat.abg uat ibu nangis.abg uat ibu sakit.abg uat ibu stress.abg uat ibu n ayah gado,.abg uat ibu n ayah ta bertegur sapa walaupun makan semeja pun.kenapa abg mcm ni?apa dosa ibu n ayah terhadap abg?derang bg segala yg abg minta.cbe tgk nasib anak2 yatim piatu.takde mak ayah.dahagakan kasih sayang mak ayah.abg?abg buang kasih sayang 2,abg gantikan dgn benci n dendam,ape abg dpt?idup ta dberkati,ape yg abg mampu buat if takde restu mak ayah? sedar la bang sebelum terlambat.adek sentiasa doakan abg berubah dan abg betul2 berubah n stay like that 4eva.adek rindukan abg yg dulu slalu maen baling2 bola sampai jatuh katil.abg yg slalu bawak adek nak basikal sampai jatuh dlm longkang.kna jait kat kepala.darah ta benti mgalir.adek rindukan abg yg bakarkan roti n uat susu tuk adek mlm2 kite lepak2 tgk tv kat umah.mane abg 2?mane abg adek?

a fine day

2009-08-25T11:35:00.000-07:00

date
26 aug
my MOK2 bday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOK2 a.k.a anak pak asmuni

venue

my casa a.k a

kondo

time

0236

arini ako sewel bnyk.

smlm awal gile tdo.

b4 10 da padam

bgn sahur,bel kejut

tdo balik,kul 8 lebih sdar balik

afte class nego td leh plak ngantok lg

ta ke sewel namenye 2.

arini g class sempoi gile.

bawak buku n pencilbox je.

mcm gengster tol

pakai selipar rushai 2 plak 2

da bosan ngn crocs agaknye.

n tunggu kaya skit na bli,

if ta pun na paw kakak blikan

yeeha!!

masak 4 berbuka arini besame ka b tercinta

lauk,

ayam masak halia

telor bungkus

sup tulang ikan(only 4 me)

g shopping kat giant

Q n ka b li secret recipe.

sib baek.ta cair

sempat mkn 4 berbuka

ako agak tada mood arini.

sob...sob..sob...

melayan *cinta sempurna* sgt

ni la akibatnye

arini bday MOK2

td nyanyi ramai2 ngn dak2 umah khas 4 die

da tua da abg ako 2.

bile ntah na kawin.

awek na ako carikan

mmg ta dpt arh

adek ta kisah kak ipar yg mcm mane pun

up 2 u la bro oit.

as long u happy n smiling.

p/s

shu...PNC

miss his voice n smile

hidup ini mmg PALAT, tp esok masih ada.

2009-08-22T00:49:00.000-07:00

date:

22 aug

1st ramadhan

venue:

TTJ

time:

0437

first day of puasa. ta rase like puase pun coz life stil t same. no change. airis takde kat cini. die balik umah nenek die kat rembau. esok die dtg cni. miss her. i know she miss ne to. coz mlm td g umah die,die da tdo,but ako kacodie gak. hwahwa. sib baek ta nangis dak 2 ako uat. rase mcm taknak balik sa da afte tis.id uitm extend pun lagi bagus.serabut la kepala.sakit la ati.demam ta surut2 lagi.ta pasal2 gone becoz of H1N1.choi!!!!!jgn mintak.pahala ta cukup lagi ni.bertuahnye anak.bak pepatah ibuku kpd ku.wah..

btw,smlm ako balik sban.ptg2 skit baru balik,patutnye kamis da bole blah da.just ako takde mood na blah lagi.taktau la sbb ape kan.ako pun stay jela kat sa.bersame2 rakan yg laen.ika da balik kuantan da.btw,ako ade class sampai 6pm ari2.dak2 umah plak g karok.wah!ta ajak ako.takpe2.ako paham.ako ade classkan.lgpun sure bosan ako ade skali.mereka bersama2,ati,adeq,bed,rot,dyna,ein.if ta silap ako la kan.afte class ako lepak bangi kopitiam.ngn ka b.lama gak la.sampai pnat waiter 2 layan kiteorg.hikhikhik..Q da balik da time 2,ako rase la.HAAA....yg bestnye lunch kiteorg g jj.beli sushi, beberape jenis makanan yg laen.yg sgt sedap dan selera,ako je makan da mcm2.Q lg n ka b lg.mms best.balik umah,dak2 smua da ade.derang smlm g kajang.,lepak apartment kat sane.afte g karok,dierg g makan2 lu.then baru lik umah.bel kat umah sorang,ako tapaukan ape yg die na..afte that,ako kemas beg na balik esoknye.

mlm 2,bel kate die bosan,ako ni plak baru pas amik 120 movies dari AI(my clasmate) bile ako tgk lepak kat kopitiam,umah die atas kopitiam je.jd,copy la smua masok hdisk den.how,hdisk ako tgl 87G dr 250G.banyak gile harta dlm 2.skrg ni ako tgk berusaha na mdload 1 season of HM.ade 3 season,2 da settle tinggal 1 lagi.mmg skrg hidup ako dgn comp.ako bosan.sib baek bband da leh gune.if tada,merana.btambah merana idup ako skrg ni yg da cukup merana ni; ada kawan berpesan, "be a good actress, hide yr feelings "

im a good actor xctually.sape yg rapat ngn ako je tau ako merana or ta,mmg people around me see me smiling always,make funny statement. ako bukan slalu masam je muka.slalu penat ade,masam takde.if ako nangis pun,mata ako bknnye bengkak,i2 yg paling slamatkan ako . hwahwahwa.. org yg rapat ngn ako like kak b,Q,dyna,. they knows my prob is.sometime adeq or rot pun tau.masalah ngn issue semasa ta pnah abis. aduhai,sampai bile na seksa mcmni ako pun ta pasti.ako da sedar da dr ape yg ako uat salah. ako da try making new life. but i need a new surounding . sgt2 memerlukan 12. tempat yg leh uat ako tenang jap.. um..stop thinking about all t rubbish. kita kna truskan idup.coz idup ni mmg palat,tp esok masih ada.

p/s ako sambung esok ptg yok.afte buka ke.b4 buka ke.na focus jap uat asgment

my tade makne day

2009-08-19T02:16:00.000-07:00

today class global cancel

ade asgment skit die suwuh uat

n class pagi plak Nego,te sempat na g.coz jam td time na balik ari kajang

afta tis class Legal

oohh...

BTW,smlm celebrate bday ATI kat country heights.

dkt area tol kajang sane.

umah2 kat sane,jgn cakap la..

besar2 n lawa2 ya AMAT.

da la smlm ta tdo coz ta sabar na g swimming,

rupe2nye,taleh swim pakai baju cotton

gile pasrah

da la ta tdo.

beborak ngn dak2 ni

sampai la ke pagi.

mmg pening abis la

then,grak dari kajang kul 9

budget dlm kul 10 da leh sampai.

ta sangka jam!!

elak jam dr federal,naek kesas.

smua berjalan lancar.

tp,ntah ape kes b4 tol kesas JAM!!

sob..sob..sob..

mmg ta sempat la ke class jawabnye

lori tong gas terbalik.

ngeri tol

kang ta pasal2 meletop,mampos gue n rakan2 yg laen

tp,bomba da ade da standby if pape jdkan.

ok la 2..

mmg jam la.

rase pagi ako td,penuh dgn carutan je la

sampai shah alam,da dekat kul 11

mmg ta g mane,lepak mamak jap.

lapo.

huhuhu

then

da lepak mamak

balik la ke rumah kami di sec7

p/s na kena g class da ni

daaaa

The Best Movie Ever

2009-08-17T05:56:00.000-07:00

on the august 16,me n gurls went to a movie.im not feeling well.n trying to get my mood back.so,we all pun gi movie @ sunway about 10 pm baru terhegeh2 na kuar umah.n the cerita kitorg tgk mmg BEST giler.....

http://www.proposalmovie.com.au/

Margaret Tate (Sandra Bullock) is the executive editor-in-chief of a book publishing company, Colden Books. All of her workers, including her assistant Andrew Paxton (Ryan Reynolds), hate her, and she fires a senior editor, Bob Spaulding (Aasif Mandvi) because he is unable to get an author named Frank be interviewed by Oprah. After learning she is being deported to Canada, she forces Andrew to marry her, as his future is tied to hers. When the government investigates, Mr. Gilbertson (Denis O’Hare) informs them that they will undergo rigorous testing to prove that the marriage is not fraudulent. Andrew grudgingly accepts, under the condition that he is promoted to the position of editor and his manuscript be published. He also forces Margaret to propose nicely to him on her knees in the streets of New York, and to allow him to tell his parents they are getting married.
The two are forced to spend the weekend with his parents in Sitka, Alaska in order to sell the lie, where they will be attending the 90th birthday party of Andrew’s grandmother (Gammy) (Betty White). Margaret is very unreceptive of Alaska, and is furthermore shocked to learn that Andrew’s family owns most of the business in Sitka. They attend a surprise party for them, where Andrew catches up with his ex-girlfriend, Gertrude “Gert” (Malin Akerman). After he is humiliated by his father, Joe Paxton (Craig T. Nelson), Andrew announces that he and Margaret are getting married. They are forced to kiss, and do so passionately, showing the first signs of respect for one another. Andrew’s parents then show them their room, and Gammy gives them a special blanket (called baby-maker, which they avoid). Andrew and Margaret sleep separately - Andrew on the floor and Margaret in the bed.
The next morning, Margaret wakes to hear her phone ringing. After waking Andrew with her loud conversation, she goes outside; the family dog, Kevin, follows her and is swooped up by an eagle. She gets Kevin back, but the eagle instead takes her phone. Andrew, having seen the commotion, informs her that she, his mother Grace and Gammy are going shopping; the shopping actually proves to be a male strip show by Ramone. Margaret talks with Gert about Andrew, who tells her that they dated through college, and when Andrew asked her to elope with him, she didn’t want to go from her home, and said no. Margaret comes home and takes a shower, but finds no towels; when she goes to get one, she is stopped by Kevin. Meanwhile, Andrew confronts his father after he apologizes and asks him to take up the family business, telling him he’s happy in New York. He goes to the balcony of their room, stripping naked. Margaret, also naked, goes for a towel after distracting Kevin, only to run into Andrew. He sees her tattoo before going to take a shower. That night, Andrew and Margaret tell each other a little about their past, and find out they like the same band.
Next morning, Joe and Grace knock at the door with breakfast. Andrew and Margaret hurriedly get into bed, and the family suggest they could marry the same weekend, and they reluctantly accept. Andrew is stressed because the marriage is actually a sham, and Margaret tries to comfort him, finding herself genuinely caring for him. To sort out her emotions, she goes for a bike ride into the woods, where she finds Gammy “giving thanks”. Gammy invites her to join her, and they end up dancing to “Get Low”, while Andrew watches. Andrew takes her into Sitka, and she tries to contact New York. However, Gammy and Grace arrive and take Margaret to be fitted into a dress that Gammy’s great grandmother made, and a necklace that’s been in the Paxton family for generations. Deciding that she can’t do this to Andrew, she hijacks a boat and tries to explain, but she falls off after he takes the steering wheel. Andrew goes back for her, and they return to his house. Once there, they find that Joe has contacted Mr. Gilbertson, who asks them again to admit the sham. Andrew vehemently denies.
During the wedding ceremony, Margaret decides she cannot do this to Andrew and confesses the business arrangement in front of everyone- including Mr. Gilbertson, who tells her she has twenty four hours to get back to Canada, and thus goes back to New York to pack her things. Gammy fakes a heart attack. Upon doing so, however, Andrew shows up at the office and confesses his love for Margaret in front of the entire office staff, proposing marriage all over again. They go to Mr. Gilbertson once more to get engaged “for real”.

Overall this movie really funny and worth to watch it. I like Andrew’s attitude(very humble) and he is really a good partner to be with. So, to all girls out there, find your future husband like him ya…. *he’s rich too as he got lots of family business*

week yg kembar demam

2009-08-12T20:26:00.000-07:00

peh..truk sgguh keadaan ku tis week.dari sun til now,demam on off on off je.aduhai.da la mlm ni ade therater.larat ke ako na drive?dr tues ako asik melepek je.bgn plak kepala pusing. jap lagi konvoi,sure dak2 ni drive laju na mampus.how ntah na kejar.coz ako pun da weng ni.pg thurs ni,ok skit.coz da 3 round telan ubat.ta baek gak,tatau la.ako ni da la bkn jenis yg rajin telan ubat punye org.aiyok....

btw,yg demam bkn ako je.demam kembar 3.(Q+ ka b + I) na kate kiteorg jumpe,ta gak.baru je gather semlm.teman Q g doc.agaknye demam melalui phone ni. truk nye batuk ako ni.mcm org 68tahun je gayenye.da la HINI tgk kecoh.riso plak den.demam tade la trul sgt 33 celcius je.if HINI dlm 38 to 40 above.

peliknye skrg,ako ni duk ngidam na makan benda2 yg ako jarang makan.ek...bkn2 bkn jarangh,ta pnah makan melaenkan eyam yg masak.mcm mane 2?weird plak ako rase.then,pas makan,muntah plak.huh.baek ta payah mkn.smlm ako g amik lauk yg pelik.pucuk masak tempoyak kot.ako pun tatau ape.tp.pelik la.n ade petai.woh..ta skenye..

sob...sob...sob..elyn na balik de esok.if airis dtg kl sok,ako na tuwun. coz tomorow no class.class cancel. n class da transfer ke ari tues.snang skit idup kiteorg,takde class ptg jumaat.
k la..kepala weng da ni.na abiskan tulis ni pun da dkt 3jam.punye la lame.heaheahea

i'm free

2009-08-10T00:23:00.001-07:00

at 2.45pm

im free. YEAH!

just came back from mid.

mbeli belah barang dapur jap

mmg ta sempat g class abis ni,

aduhai labu..

i'm locked!!

2009-08-09T22:15:00.003-07:00

i'm locked

OMG

how?

sob..sob..sob..

taleh na g clas wut so eva

klakar tol la ako ni

hahahaha

echo..........red maniac alarm!

2009-08-09T08:40:00.000-07:00

on the aug 8,area time 3 lebih, i went to da salon n get some new hair done

n afte 3 hours,tis is t result!!!

just luuuvvv it.

continues form t most happiest day in my life...

2009-08-04T23:01:00.000-07:00

just realise babe

2009-08-04T22:51:00.000-07:00

You couldn't understand,

even if you tried,

the reason that she cries at night,

the reason she tries to hide.

Don't try to come close,

she'll just push you away,

there's something that you don't know,

words she couldn't say.

She tries with all her might,

to be herself around her friends,

but something doesn't feel right,

a broken heart that could not mend.

She pretends that she's strong,

a tough outer shell,

but there's always something wrong,

she's trapped in her Hell.

She wants to speak,

to tell you all the truth,

but she is way too weak,

broken without any glue.

Painfully shy;

the bird that couldn't fly.

Dying on the inside;

a body without a mind.

Maybe if you took the time,

find the person she tries to be.

Maybe if you looked inside,

you'd realize she is me.

most happiest day in my life...thanks lil 3 musketeers

2009-08-04T06:05:00.000-07:00

huh..td tido kul 4.bangun plak kul 7.menarik.menarik.coz b4 that da tetdo,jd ok la tdo kejap je.

ok.

now meh cini na cite wut happen today.siap2,ka b uatkan kopi O yg sangat 2 la tersangat O membuatkan ako lgsg ta ngantok sampai now. pakai blazer n slack arini. ako n ka b.Q plak pakai ju kurung, so la ayu Q arini.then, siap2 g la na jemput Q.upe2nye die ta bangun lg.jd tapela,kiteorg g isi minyak dulu.b4 that,ari da cal pepagi tanye kat mane.such a responsible person he is.ok!back to cerita harini,mmg banyak na cite.banyak sgt.

1 Part

on t way g matrade.

konvoi 10 kereta yg ketuai oleh ari ikmal dan dibantu oleh amat.leh la maen lumbe2 ngn ngn derang.yg paling den bengang kamarul @ brono.huh.benci tau.leh la ngadu kat ghouse.n padan muke die salah jalan td.hikhikhik.teroknye ako ni,ta baek tau.sampai sane ako pun trus call my SeN utk bgtau da sampai.wah..ta sabar rasenye na jumpe.mcm la lame ta jumpekan..hihi.ok.ok.don lebih2 ek.dgn heels,blaus,n coat baru,ako n all yg laen pun berjalan ke tmpt yg ditempatkan. (jakarta room,level 5)leh tahan la best speaker die.banyak gak question yg die leh handle ngn mantap!menarik.afta that,g pak MEEC.best giler.best sgt.smua sample barang yg diexport n import dlm n luar negara malaysia dishowkan kat sini.perabot,kasut,barang2 dapur,smua ade la.keta n motor pun ade.korang patut ke mari.menarik tertarik t boom.

2part

ku jatuh cinta.

then g library n disane berjumpe ngn SeN.wh..serius je muke die.but,he lost weight lil bit.ta menarik sgt library.coz but then,my leg sakit like hell.coz pakai heels baru beli.mmg sakit,tp sabo je la.wanna koprat look kan..it take time.u'll use to it.the best is the MUSEUM.best sgt.sgt2.mcm masok zaman purba yg real.minat abis,mcm tamau kuar ako dibuatnye.wah..menarik2.sgt jatuh cinta same MATRADE.

3part

lunch time..GILE lapar.

ako n gadis dlm keta ku pun bergegas ke kereta n memecut ke arah mid yg bervalley.hikhik.sib baek ta sesat.fuh!!pakar gak kite gadis cari jalan tau.hikhik.if da ade keta ni,kena la berani mencube.baru menarik life wil be.sampai mid,cari parking kat zon H.dpt,kuar,2kar kasut,amik beg n chargas gerak g foodcourt.ako cam biase,kat vegetrian stall. n ka b n Q thai style.n tambah nan carrot cake.sedap.penuh giler perut n raase cam membazir je plak,coz afta that,na ke umah lyn plak.kat seri tiara.

4part

AIRIS...maksu dtg menyerang!!

OMG. terkejut gile, ayah n ibu n musti airis pun ade.ta terkate betapah bahagianye idup ku.sgt.sgt.sgt.sgt bahagia.k la.bat da na kong ni.

jap2 lg or sok2 sambung lg ek

da....

transform wut i im not

2009-08-02T19:19:00.000-07:00

monday, aug 3.

morning..

mlm td ako ta bape na boleh tdo coz perut ta sedap sgt

tp,ptg 2 ako kuar g sacc mall.dak2(e+b+d) na bli crocs.ako plak bli selendang yg sgt lawa

hwahwa.balik dr sacc mall singgah jap kat pkns.lunner(lunch + dinner) kat KFC

balik umah,perut mula meragam.afta mandi,pakai bju then trus ketiduran.bkn ngantok,tp tahan sakit.aduhai.berkali2 ke toilet.ntah nape ntah.

aiyok,laptop hang la plak. ni kat library,tumpang laptop sab.waa...

nanty pas class sambung

HAHA,ni bkn sambung afta clas,ni da kat umah terjaga dari tdo. ni plak tumpang laptop bed.bed ta sihat plak..aduhai,cian. ok sambung cite ako td

** afta that,terjaga dlm kul 1.lepak2 ngn dak2 ni ako pun takeh tdo lak.lagi 1 kes.sok da la clas pagi,uat hal taleh tdo.tgk jam kul 5 stil taleh tdo,um..terpakse pakse tdo gak. tuptup,kn kejut...'bangun,bangun...da kul 715'kate ka b.ako pun bangunla..

the,pagi td bkn ade class pun,kna berade di area library coz,sir shah na check on his students uat pe.coz ,class pagi ecommerce kna on9 4 progess with your blog.jadi,berjalan la sesi2 updating my blog.THEN,tetiba laptop hang,mmg panas.huh.tape2 sabar pja...sabar.

afta that, g library na lepak sane,sementara tggu ka b n anis bis class strategic.that;s my lucky monday coz terserempak ngn SAB.yezz,atleast ada dak teman na borak.

peja: SAB!!

sab: hi baby..long time ta jumpe..uat pe kat cini?

peja:bosan kat bawah.lgpun,baru smlm teringat kat sab.seriously.

sab: oooohh.so sweet darl.

byk kiteorg cite,smua.ter masokla na clubbing ble. i like that.( base on the tajuk today,TRANSFORM WUT I IM NOT) die kate afta raya..lambatnye!!!aduh.basi tau lambat sgt.tp.its ok.nanty kite bincang.ada benda laen yg leh harus kite bincang terlebih dahulu.which is,SAb wit her new cute Bf.mmg cute pun,tp ta clear sgt.n today im a problem solver.arcoding to sab.coz,die jumpe ako je.prob die settle.thanks sab.u make my morning monday full wit love n joy

then,masok la class e commerce.tanpe rase ape2 melaenkan HAPPY.sir plak asik usha2.na tergelak ako.shogan pun ade.coz b4 clas,ade tease die skit.ako teteiba termalo coz die duk pandang2.tp,ako je la yg pasan.tatau la yg laen.takot dirang kate ako perasan je.hikhikhik

WAH.WAH.afte class terus balik,ka b n anis ngantok sgt.hah btw,da anta da resume td,ari weds plak anta yg lagi 1 borang.with cv n everthing.oh no..ta buat lagi cv.aduhai.nanty tanye Q la,balik umah ..tdo,then as usual ka b kejut g class.class legal.i have fun today.so much.coz,its help me talking about some1.then td telepas cakap gak.then kna sound wit anis.shocked gak.coz she seems like serious.takot chek..

afta class legal,g sacc mall.dinner there,at secret recipe.masing2 teringin,ako ikotkan je.makan ciken chop,ako nn ka b.anis makan tom yam kung.her faborate.then,lepAK2 SAMBIL gossip,anis na cari future bf yg knows about music.ako pun menggunakan kuasa yg ade,call DEKAN ,ma BFF mintak his coco monday ye pic. then pas kat anis.die ske or ta tatau plak. wah..pnat type da ni. ok ok ok.

last story...

i bought HEELS.yes baby...nice comfort heels,marie claire.2 inches nye.ada wadges yg 3 inches,tp takde size.sedih. anis kate, *rupe cam belut tersepit celah batu* ntah pape je.ada banyak ako try td,at last,amik gak 1.ade red in color.nice.but licin takot na pakai.tape,next week maybe g,times square. n shopping!! 4 shoes. im tranforming mission

tomorrow morning na g MATRADE. n there i will find my beloved senior. u know who ...

wah...sambung next time.na titun.n lepak ngn dyna jap.coz now,lepak n ein.bel plak gayut.ok lor..

adios darl!!

continues episod 3 him.who is he then?

2009-07-31T09:20:00.000-07:00

How I did it:

Time is the best medicine. I just let time goes by. Of course wasting lot of time thinking and figuring out about our past. What a loser. lol but at least I learn that it is not worth thinking of someone who is not that great. lol

Lessons & tips:

Trust then when you are moving on, thing will get better. Why you have to think about someone that you are not important for. Let it go, get a life and move on.

2 episod

2009-07-30T11:04:00.000-07:00

continue

I had a crush on this guy for over tis years. He’s cute, smart, interesting… except that he wasnt’ into me at all. He would be super-nice to me one day, and then ignore me for 2 weeks. It was painful. How did I stop thinking about him?Well, many of you are on the right track! The trick seems to be not to contact that person, and to keep yourself busy with other things… eventually you’ll be thinking about your work/studies, your hobbies, that movie you just saw, your friends, etc. Preferably stay away from places where you might run into him, and talk to lots of other people! Also – have patience; it will likely take a few weeks, but you’ll be happy in the end :)

issue around t world,not me only

2009-07-30T10:43:00.000-07:00

the last guy i dated was my best friend. thats what relationships are suppost to be, they are your best friend. AND thats cool but when that relationship ends, you cant forget you do loose your best friend and thats something you dont get over in a couple days. so our breakup was probably one of the most confusing that even i can barely explain. we just slowly started fading after a silly fight after i wouldnt go to a razorback game with him because we had been arguing lately and i just thought we needed some time. from then on we started talking more on the phone then actually being around each other. the feeling was still there and we didnt talk differently too each other. we were talking one night and it was just a mutual breakup really over nothing where im sure neither one of us thought it would actually be OVER but it was and it only got worse and harder to deal with because it was just unexpected and it was one of those you dont realize what you have till you loose it. . i would always invite him and beg him to go with me but he would just stay at home while i would go to parties. now i look back and know i should have thought more about his feelings but at the same time he had gotten to do all that ..we were the same age..but he just expericed it all before me. so after our wierd breakup that neither one of us really got. i still took it as a no big deal thing and would try talking to him and his friends at this point wanted him single so they could be boys i guess. and this is when he started changing. we talked about once a month from then on randomly just wondering about each other i guess and this is really the first time i let myself be sad over a boy and it KILLED ME!! . at the beginning of my senior year we decided to try again but he had changed so much as in doing things he use too be too good to do and more. so i felt like the trust wasnt there anymore. he said that we had both matured so it would work. but in reality i think i had gotten out of the party stage when he had just got back in it. after all those times of missing him and thinking about him EVERYSINGLE DAY like i still do know [that i hate] i told him we probably shouldnt only because when we did try again i expected a cute date or where we like started over something i dont know..i mean it had been a whileeee and we had a lot of catching up too do…the same feeling was there and we were back to best friends again but i was confused..i guess i expected him to chase me after saying that..but he still texted me everyday and we did that for a long time but i eventually told him we couldnt do that if we wanted to mvoce on..i told him he should get a girlfriend bc deep down i knew if he had a girlfriend i would be less likelky too ever want him again,, wierd i know but thats how i felt….and so he took that as me saying he was such a bad guy for the things he had been doing then and we stopped talking. i recently had my graduation and looked over in the crowd to my left and we both made eye contact and even tho we ended whatever taht last thing was on good terms i had hard feelings and i dont know if its because i sitll to this day can not stop thinking of him..not in a i miss him like want to be with him way..but in a i miss what we had so much and i cant feel that with anyone else…way you know….i just dont know what i wantttttt uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i just cant wait till the day i find the next boy that stops me from thinking of this guy every single day!!!!

special thanks to U

2009-07-29T11:28:00.000-07:00

that's someone i need to thank here.
wit is,u know who u are.
u always understand wut im going thru.
thanks bro.
having u in my life makes me feel than im still get t bless from HIM.
your supporting words,speech,time we spent togather it priceless.
thanks again bro.

to my mum,thanks 4 everything.
from t day i was born,til wut i am now.
adik tau adik bkn anak yg baek..
from wut u expected me to become.
degil.
menjawab.
mcm2la.but,u stil love me,coz u have 2.
coz u my MUM.
thats y.
huhuhuhu

next,im sorry 4 everything i have done to u.
asking u to do all things that i love
n ignore wut things that u love to do.
i should be more understanding.
life kinda bored witout u text
n arguing wit u is the most i miss.

CROCS 4 sale

2009-07-29T07:19:00.000-07:00

Prepair Flip

rio

hanalei

baya
off road
grass root
makino
captiva
wake
crema

smaunye cantek..rambang mate ako tgk ek
my choice are
BAYA
HANALEI
CREMA

Chocolate Moist Cake

2009-07-28T07:33:00.000-07:00

TODAY july 28th 2009

tada angin tada ribut,den uat cake.hwahwahwa.
ingatkan susah rupenye senang je.
mula2,amik butter.
than campur ngn sugar.
da campur,use a mixture kacau kacau kacau sampai sebati.
than masokkan 4 eggs satu per satu
..nice....than da mix dgn sebati,masokkan coco powder.
afta that coco powder,mix sapai sebati gak..
lepak jap.
afte that masokkan skit choco bar skit(tatau name tul die ape)
than,mix all up again.
that all
then,kukus je lor
the result is marvellous!!

tis is wut i felt bout u

2009-07-26T11:50:00.000-07:00

Ten2Five – I Will Fly

You know all the things I’ve said
You know all the things that we have done
And things I gave to you
there’s no chance for me to say
How precious you are in my life
And you know that is true

To be with you is all that I need
‘cause with you my life seems brighter
and these are all the things I wanna say, hey

I will fly into your arms
And be with you to the end of time
Why are you so far away
You know it’s very hard for me to get my self close to you

You’re the reason why I stay
You’re the one who can not believe
Our love will never end
Is it only in my dream ?
You’re the one who can not see this
How could you be so blind

To be with you is all that I need
‘cause with you my life seems brighter
And these are all the things I wanna say, hey

thanks but i know u mean nothing

2009-07-26T11:21:00.000-07:00

You tucked me in

Turned out the light

Kept me safe and sound at night

Little girls depend on things like that

Brushed my teeth and combed my hair

Had to drive me every where

You were always there when I looked back

You had to do it all alone

Make a living, make a home

Must have bin as hard as it could be

And when I couldn't sleep at night

Scared things wouldn't turn out right

You would hold my hand and sing to me

Caterpillar in the tree

How you wonder who you'll be

Can't go far but you can always dream

Wish you may and wish you might

Don't you worry, hold on tight

I promise you there will come a day

Butterfly fly away

(Hold)

Butterfly fly away(butterfly fly away)

Got your wings now you can't stay

Take those dreams and make them all come true

(Hold)

Butterfly fly away(butterfly fly away)

You've bin waiting for this day

All along and known just what to do

(Hold)

Butterfly x3

Butterfly fly away

(Hold)

Butterfly fly away

(Hold)

Butterfly fly away

by miley cyrus

tremendously down n buzy wit meeting

2009-07-26T00:07:00.000-07:00

last week is the most buzziest week in my life

sunday
eyam n atok dtg.
wiwid balik.ako g lcct anta.plan ako yg anta,tp ada changes yg ta dpt dielakkan.time flight salah tgk.ako pun lmbt tau,n lmbt la grak.hahahaha.jumpe je la kat lcct.afta anta wiwid,ingatkan na lpka.tp,da lewat.n mama ingat ako blk sa.huhuhuhu.ta jd lepak.balik ikut haluan memasing
hujan lebat gile,takot ako dibuatnye.lpak ngn airis,ngn eyam n atok.

monday
early morning,kna submit assigment.bgn la pepagi.huhu.siap assigment,ibu n atok n eyam kuar g lunch. ako ta ikot.puasa.lapk kat umah.airis tada.balik kmog ngn parents die.cuti kat sini.ako balik afta berbuka.banyak tul barang bwk balik.mcm pindah lame je.,hahahaha,.sampai sa,minta ka b tlg angkat.da la park jauh,segan ka b ako uat.sorry ka b.lpak umah.mlm 2 kuar ngn adeq,g lpak mkn satay.tada kije kan.plan na karaoke.tp,ta jd.fullybook.balik,kemas2 skit.than tdo

tuesday
pepagi bangun,class n g jmpe KP na settlekan everything.wit ka b.ramai tul new student.if tgk,nampak cam kiteorg yg junior.hihihi,blur je fascial expression ako.hahahaha.afta jumpe KP,settle everything,g lunch at mcD.lpak2 sambil on9,afta taht ujan lebat plak.pagi td da lebat da ujan.ni ujan balik.rahmat dr tuhan.afta that, puchong.titin minta tlg angkat barang kat ttdi.n g sooka plak..ngn ka b skali.lapk kat sooka,lama gak la.on9 skali.titin g tgk spa.on t way balik,na d jadikan cerita.tayar kna paku.peh!terkejt ako dibuatnye.ingatkantayar depan yg prob.upenye tayar belakang.,flat abis.benti kat shell.ingatkan na 2kar sendiri.peh,sgt ta mampu.sib abik ade kedai tayar dkt2 shell 2.den pun jalan la g sane ngn ka b n titin.afta that,dpt tau mlm ada meeting plak.mmg penat.balik dlm kul dkr kul 12.

wenesday
ta ingat sgt ape jd ari2,yg tau mlm 2 kiteorg ade meeting n movie.hahahahaha.balik kul 3am.
class dr 830 till 9pm.mlm 2 gak jumpe ami.amik buku sem5.thanks bro.pnat ek.tdo ntah ke mane.n lunch kat jj

thursday
class 1030 till 6.dlm class issue ako nyaris2 mau ngamuk.lect 2 leh mara2 ari.apa kes??sib baek class ecomm ako ske.hahahaha.afte class,chaoi ajak lepak.mmg ta dpt.,pnat.die ajak jog.huhuhuhuhu.balik umah afte dinner kul 8 till 10lebih ako tdo.pnat.akhirnye dpt tdo.YESS!!.hahahaha.mlm 2 plak ada bday party fahan,bf ana.my schmate.thanks 4 inviting me.makes my life smile again afta all happen.lpak2 till 3am kot.sha ada,shee,xyla wit her bf alif.n most of them,is fahan n ana nye friends.

friday
class issue ako ta g.malas.coz dpt merasakan lect 2aka cari pasal dlm class.n tekaan ako benar belake.mmg die ngamuk dlm class.nat pape je,bengang ako dgr.ako bgn kmas2 barang na balik sban.g lunch ngn anis,.ka b,dyna n adeq.kat mcd.dgr kabar,uitm na tutup 1 week.coz HINI.wah.teruja....ptg clas nego CANCEL!bengang ek.da sampai uitm,na park da.tetiba cancel.ape lg cabut balik argh.ptg 2 siggah puchong.ada kenduri mlm 2 kat ampang.siap2 kat puchong.g ngn titin.ajak pjg,tamau.malas.but ako rade he got plan.coz die kuar mlm 2.wit mama,unc n tymopon.but he mis out 1 person.that i saw her car n make me wanna blah on t spot!but,have to wait 4 them to came back.than i chow

adois

wut the F??

2009-07-19T10:22:00.001-07:00

hate to be myself.cant u just accept that he will never be yours.
how sincere u love,how devoted u to him not in the earth he will be yours darling..
just DROP IT!when will u sedar yg he don wan u.
uat la pe skali pun,he just will be your best friend.
u should not have any issue with 'me n myheart'.
just stop msging him.cAL him.see him.wut so eva to do wit him.
yg da lepas,just let it go.wut eva u did to him or wit him,let it go.wake up gurl!!
we dont need man to survive.they who need us to breath.
btw,is yr mistake to be close to him.u have the power to avoid him from the start.y dont u??
___________________________________________________________________
the most bodoh reason is I LOVE HIM.do u know wut love is??who are u to talk about love hah?!!!
@#$%^&*&^%$#@.
my suggest,u just uat donno now,ta payah na sakitkan ati ko sendiri.
if u love him,u can wait for him.just for couple of years lg.that u stil cant erase him from yg life,its ok.
just make yourself happy without him.i know u're the type that loyal.darl.sabar ye.the will be someone out there 4 u,but he will never win your heart.
n someone out there will make u smile,but not like he does.
org tua selalu berkate,wut is there in front of u, u wil never appreciate til it gone.dead n gone

btw,tis is my blog.its up to me na tulis sape??
ade ako kisah..
this is the place i be me.

but,afta ako pikir2 balik,y ako ni baek sgt?
y ta cari je scandal?
gilo jujur statement.
btw,i watching MY SASSY GURL.
kan best if life as easy as that.
or never been kissed.(love it 4 eva)
enchanted
but..i wont be like that.
just keep dream on babe
the fact is y i ta carik scandal,
SAYA MALAS
sy malas na bermula
utk berkawan.
kenal.having fun
ako malas.yg sedia ada pun ta cukup knal
na cari scandal.ape kes?cari pasal ape
he away now from me tis time of period,makes me think back
t time that im alone.

wut do i do?
wut do i work wit?
its bored.
being wit u is wut i treasure the most

i know,its hard to forget u first love.

but i only got U.

the only love i ever wan to felt
your sincere smiles
your macho smell
your smooth kisses
your warm hugs
your stimmy eye
thanks 4 everything dear

me n my heart we got issue

2009-07-17T10:28:00.000-07:00

agak knape tah ta kena angin die ni ..da jarang2 msg ako,semenjak 2 menjak ni.agaknye da bored kot with me.um..na uat ape ek.tetiba ada my n mama dok kate pasal chaoi..y ek??siap kate dak MLM 2..ape kes??ako n chaoi adik n abg kot.die org yg ako selasa na cerita dgn bebasnye.die will respond ngn ape ako rase.tp..we just friends.ako leh sakitkan ati die sesuke ati ako tanpa rase bersalah sgt.hehehe.lgpun die da 2,dah ada gf kot.ingat ako ni senang2 na fall in love.na lupekan some1 i love pun susah.nikan na fall lg.masok rehab ako agaknye.

if im not mean to be with him that i love,i will be by my own.is hard to fall in love wit some1.coz i know myself.im devoted to him.n i know deep in his heart he does love me.mmg ramai yg ta ske ako ngn die.so who cares??ako just hope die ta give up dlm idop die.he is my best friend.i pray 4 his future.always!i hate coz die tana ubah diri die.die slalu down ngn diri die..

kite leh ubah idup kite if kite na..if kna paksa.nagging byk mane pun if tana ubah ta kemane gak.ako malas na amik kisah psal his past n wut he miss.cos it makes me BUZZ!!!!geram giler.coz ako tatau how to help him.n he doesnt wan my help.ape je yg ako ta uat tuk die?die sakit,ako urut.ako siap anta foods kat umah.i'll do anything.miss that time.huh!!bodonye ako ni.apsal ta cari laki laen je?peh..jahatnye ako...ta mungkin!!i wait 4 couple of years lgi to decide that.4 now,only him

.
just..tlg.tlg.tlg.ako hope sgt die ubah diri die.pls pray 4 him 2.4 his own good.ako tatau ape da na akp ngn die da.coz everytime i think about that,ako geram with myself.i will make me vain n silent jap.i cant sleep,i cant stop eating junk foods.n lots more.n ta lalu mkn real foods.n my stomach hell sakit.siot tol.

aduh..how na g indon ni...

2009-07-17T01:51:00.000-07:00

canteek.

tp..dgr cite baru2 ni,ada org jumpe bom!!

how?segala keindahan yg ada ...

masjid kat indon
permandangan indah dimlm hari di indon

berita hari,kat indon ada org jumpe bom!!n lg satu hotel marriot n ritz terbakar!ape kes?how na g indon mcm ni.aduhai.dahla HINI kecoh skrg.lgla uitm ta kasi g indon.jgn..jgn..burn tiket kiteorg smua.adush.

disuatu pagi yg menkejuzkan ku

2009-07-16T12:20:00.000-07:00

ari kamis...patutnye ade class global n issue ecomm..ako terjaga kul 9.golek2 jap kul 920 baru bangun dr te,pat tdo ku..huhu.than trusla tgk hp. tup tup. dpt msg mengatakan class global dibatalkan.peh dengan ati yg seceria yg ada..ako ada niat na sambung lik tdo..tp, ta jadi.borak2 kosong ngn kb.elok borak punye borak..ako pun terlelap seiringan ngn kb.hp ako 2,2 kat hall.silent plak 2.coz takot ganggu umat yg laen.ako terjaga..g depan.tgk ada agak banyak misscal n msg from si die..rupenye2 die kat shah alam.anta my lil bro ke sini balik.ako tatau pun die na dtg.quit suprise la gak..sampai takot na bukak pintu.ako pun terus g mandi selepas reply msgnye.than siap2 na g class.mase tgh siap 2,wiwi n mai dtg.ako lum pakai bju lagi..drang pun masokla bilik ku.wiwi ada prob.cite punye cite,ta dpt setlekan sgt,tp..bolehla..hahahahaha.

nampak si die,tp ako uat donno.tatau na respon ape.ikot ati g hug je..tp.tatau y na tgk die,tetiba ako rase malu..huhuhuhu..gediks kan,ntah pape je ako ni.ta paham, i got issue with my heart n mind!than da siap..derang berkumpul kat depan rumah...da la panas.ako turun trus.sorry guys.than kat bawah ngn g potostat ic..abg tu lembab lak.ako n kb pun blah..lpak kat bawah jap ngn derang.berpanas jap.wiwid na amik pic kenangan.melayan jela..muke den da mcm ustazah da..
btw, i just wanna say i love him!huhuhuhu..ako rindu giler ngn die.if derang ajak plak pun pgi td,den puasa.berbuka ngn bed n kb skali,walaupun kb ta puase

dan tetiba dpt tau yg mama admitted hosp.coz agak teruk gak condition mama.,um riso plak.tp ta dpt na tgk mama coz na balik sban tis week.lae ta balik sban ..na jumpe airis...huhuhuhuhuhu
um..hope mama ok,condition bertambah ok.meer lak bz.ade modul.unc shaba kije sok.tp will take off early la skit.pnjg.ako rase pnat td,n nampak mude die agak riso la.ako dgr td pun terkejut gak..um..tetiba rindu kat ibu.aduhai ibu ku,,,sok kite lepak2 ek..miss u mum!!love u mom!!

banyak tol dugaan ku,,dgn pening2nye ako decide na balik sban mlm ni gak.then afta berbuka pun siap2 ngn gerak,call adeeq ta dpt.die upenye main fotsal,ako na anta kb.ungat na ajak lepak.die takde plak.tape la ako anta je la kb ke umahnye.b4 that CROCS ku HILANG!! giler sedih.cari punye cari..smua tempat ako cari.akhirnye jumpe kat pusat bahasa.kb terkick die kuat dr keta,huh..selamat jumpe.syukur kpadaNYA.

bykla dugaan ku arini.kat class ako ta pay attention pun.gagagagga

ako disaat kebosanan tahap dewa yg teramatnya

2009-07-16T12:09:00.001-07:00

wah..

da lame ta upload blog

ntah pape je den ni

bosannye minggu2 ku di shah alam

class mcm na tana je ade

aduhai

masih dlm dilemma na amik paper ape next sem

tp..smuanye telah settle selepas berbincang dgn kb

hahahaha

jd sem ni ako amik 5 papers.

than masa PLK ako amik 2 papers.

disini saya na simpulkan yg sane tidak extend,

dan ari tues ni mau jumpe ngn sir syed

pasal PLK n masa depan ku..

hwahwahwa

mcm2 dugaan ako terima semenjak 2 menjak ni

dibahan...perkara wajib

membahan..pun rutin harian

tp..ako da stat ganti puasa

da 3 hari da

Allhamdullilah.

selamat smuanye

tp..asik pening kepala coz angin kot

biase la

memula puasa setelah ramadhan berlalu.

mmg dugaan skit

kawan ku,wiwi mau pulan ke tanah airnye

bersama kaka nya titin

sorry sgr kat derang coz asik elak na jumpe.

coz na jaga hati org laen.

hati ako yg ta terjaga..pedih 2

ako rinda sama 'dia'

kisah daku ketika di kl bersama teman2

2009-07-07T22:34:00.000-07:00

um..
bosannye
class ta pegi pun arini
aduh
mcm ade class je
hehehehehe
mau jumpe tuan rumah arini
now kat puchong.smlm tgk funeral MJ till 4am
than mama kate,tayah balik da lewat
wa...
so bosan
y class ta stat lg?
if da stat tada la bosan sgt
'myman' he still a sleep
um...

weekends ari2
spent time kat amcorp
jumpe wawa n toktok
tok tok jatuh xcalator!!
tgn die sakit n kepala die terhantok gak
wiwid tlg urutkan
tymoon bli minyak urut
wawa sihat

than t.yong..paksu n t.roza dtg
makcik ain bg nasi lemak
toktok n paksu mkn
b4 that i g bli pain kiler 4 toktok
sambil2 2.teman wiwi g bli karipap+ jagung
die na buah2an gak
g li buah2an gak

pg 2 g bfast
kmy+zira+zira's bf dtg
zd pun ade skali n family die
lpak skali

wah!!
byk na cite ni
tatau na stat dr mane
merata cite nye
hehehehehehe

so bosan arini .....coz class ta stat lg =(

2009-07-07T07:56:00.000-07:00

wah..
da stat class
tp.ta masok 1 class lg pun
last thurs till sun pja lepak with pjg+meer+wiwid+mama+tymoon
sat mlm plak g lepak ampang
bawak wiwid skali
jumpe raul n adeq
hihihihi
lepak kat tanjung
memula na lepak suzie corner
than ta jadi
g plak tgk dagang avenue
last2,lepak tanjung.
wiwid order ikan siakap 3 rase
lapa agaknye
da lama ta online
um..
banyak na cite
tp tada masa na cite plak
na kuar jap ni
g minum ngn wiwid n pjg jap
ha...
td g bli durian 4 wiwid
now,die tgh makan n pjg
sok..sambung ek
coz sok tada class
yeah!!!!

no idea wut so eva.n this place is mine

2009-07-01T11:22:00.000-07:00

um...
cant sleep
aiyok..
so na g dentist n bayar yuran
tapi da biasa tydo lewat
ta dpt na tdo awal.
td,afta balik dr umah akak kul 10 lebih td
tetdo jap kat hall.
huhuhuhu

miss Q n kB
aiyok2
Q... this 4 u darling

n 4 kB
luv u guys
xoxo

today am a fulltime NANNY

2009-06-30T23:28:00.000-07:00

hahahaha
arini dr pg sampai now jaga airis..
walaupun ibu ada dirumah
now ibu takda
ibu g hosp
ada apointment doz
n ako lupe ako janji bngn adeq na jumpe die
aduh
baru teringat
.....................................
ok.baru pas msg adeq
um....
syok gak jaga airis
p kekadang agak mencabar minda
coz tatau ape yg die na..
now die tgh tdo untuk kali ke-3 arini
hahahahahahahahaha
rase bebas jap
btw,cian gak kat die
gusi die gatal..
gigi na tumbuh
yg makcu die plak gusi bengkak
huhu

um...
aiyok
lum bayar yuran uitm
n lum fax slip result kat yayasan

p/s Q!!
da fax da result??

2009-06-30T22:02:00.000-07:00

a day at zoo negara

2009-06-30T08:44:00.000-07:00

1 scene
alo friends
arini kiteorg berenam(pja+duni+ein+kdah+bed+awe) g ZOO NEGARA
hehehehe
we had so much fun togather.
walaupun panas its still release some tension in us..
plan na g kul 12..
tp,disebabkan lalu lintas yg ta menentu,kul 2 baru dpt berkumpul..
pja+duni+kdah sampai dlm kul 12 lebih,stay kat umah adeq jap
sementara tunggu ein+bed+awe sampai
jauh perjalanan dr seremban ke ampaang sebenarnye
memula pja amik duni
than g amik kdah plak..afta that cal pjg.
tp,ameer yg jawab
disebabkan leka talking,salah masok junction
g patah balik senawang
HAHAHAHAHA
afta that,Uturn la
n teruskan perjalanan ke ampng
tetiba tergerak na call crot
n crot pun na ikot.
jd dr tol kajang, g la amik die kat cuepacs.
seterusnya....
sambung perjalanan ke umah adeq
HUH
jam+pnat+panas+ngantok

2 scene

afte jumpe ein,g mkn jap kat bukit antarabangsa
sambil2 2,side seeing
tgk tahan runtuh ari2 kat BA
teruk gak la
peh..menakotkan
than,,lpak la mkn
duni mkn burger king
dak2 laen mkn mamak
huhuhuhuhuuuhu
afte that g balik zoo negara

3scene

see our pic kat my facebook!!

im sorry =(

2009-06-29T12:31:00.000-07:00

1point

im sorry if i hurt your feeling.

tada niat pun

just,im feeling u agak far away from me

tatau y i feel that way

not coz of the silly quiz.

not bcoz of yr flu or anything

mcm terasa when u said,tayah riso lebih2,skit2 sudah

wut do u mean by that?

salah ke i riso pasal 2 u?

ta kisah la byk ke skit..

2point

td sbenarnye i da grak g puchong.

na jumpe u.

tp u still kat umah wawa.

just na uat visit suprise.

tp..tapela.

mmg salah i pun ta cakap na dtg.
im bored

im bored coz asik msg je

na jumpe.

na lpak.

i just miss u smile

your laugh

your eyes

3point

smlm cal pun,mcm tatau na ckp ape

its ok.

kan ke elok if bgtau awal2 yg u 2 flu?

tada la mcm i blur sgt..

coz..i understand if u tada mood

just take care ya..

dont stay up to lame tau

n now dok sibok H1N1..

better u go n check cpat

takot pape jd lakn

miss u

luv u

+the main point is i LOVE him+

2009-06-29T08:47:00.001-07:00

+someone told me,that he's not good enough for me+

+someone told me he is a jerk+

+the main point is i love him+

+don care wut people around would SAY+

+I JUST LOVE HIM 4 NO REASON+

+only GOD knows y+

+people say im stupid for not letting him go+

+and some would say he has no FUTURE+

+i don give a DAMN care+

+tis is my life+

+my heart+

+no one can tell to whom i will give it+

+no one can order me who i should love+

+no one can love him as much that he loves me+

+if he is not meant for me, no one does.+

+time goes by,with all the +

+passion+

+patient+

+loves+

+envy+

+anger+

+n my love will always be with him+

+n i pray for him to be a better man+

+neither he will end up with me nor not.+

+love u sayang...+

2009-06-29T02:43:00.000-07:00

The Saturdays Lyrics - Issues Song Words

Artist / Band : The Saturdays
Song Lyrics Title : Issues
Available on Album : Chasing Lights
Released : 5 January 2009
Music Genre : Pop

Ouuhh yeaaah
Sometimes, I feel like I’m going out of my mind
Boy the way you do me its a damn crime
But then you smile at me and it’s alright
With you there ain’t no in between

Every time that i walk out the door
Tell myself I cant take it no more
There’s a part of me wont let you go
I keep saying yes when my minds saying no

Me and my heart we got Issues
Don’t know if I should hate your or miss you
Damn I wish that I could resist you
Cant decide if I should slap you or kiss you
Me and my heart we got issues (Issues, Issue)
We got issues (Issues, Issues)

It’s over boy you leave me hanging for so long
You empty out my love until its all gone
You change the words but its the same song
I’m tired of the melody

Change my number and throw out your clothes
But my feelings for you they still show
I keep building a wall round my heart
Then I see you and it all falls apart
The Saturdays Lyrics www.lyrics-celebrities.anekatips.com

Chorus
Me and my heart we got issues
Don’t know if I should hate your or miss you
Damn I wish that I could resist you
Cant decide if I should slap you or kiss you
(Me and my heart)
Me and my heart we got issues (Issues, Issue)
We got issues (Issues, Issue)

Why fight it, cant hide it
Truth is I think I like it
Confusion, illusion
Still I don’t know which way to go

Chorus
Me and my heart we got issues
Don’t know if I should hate your or miss you
Damn I wish that I could resist you
Can’t decide if I should slap you or kiss you
(Me and my heart)
Me and my heart we got issues
Don’t know if I should hate your or miss you
Damn I wish that I could resist you
Can’t decide if I should slap you or kiss you
Me and my heart we got issues (Issues, Issue)

my dream...

2009-06-27T04:40:00.000-07:00

my vision board..

1 pic-library

2 pic-mansion

3 pic-hummer

all of this is my dream..ako ske gile hummer..ske gile umah yg kat tepi pantai.n ske duk dlm library coz..baru library menenangkan ako bile moody.mmg jarang g library.tp..ske..if g sure na lepak lame.ako ske hummer.coz die cantek.n best. die besar n ako confident if ako ako bawak.ako just bayangkan TAG7800 ako 2 hummer kecik lg cute.hahahaha..aiyok..bile la na kaye ni..na beli umah besar.keta hummer.n dlm umah besar ade library.best giler lepak.library 2,wall die made by glass.lg syok ek..seronoknye.umah ako na warna putih..dlm mcm2 warna.tiap bilik laen warna.na yg simple je.tamau messy sgt.
yg kedua,ako on9 kat umah akak ako ni..sambil2 lepak ngn airis.die ske cakar muke den.sakit2 di buatnye.die tariknye nose,my lips.ngn gigi die capai.actif. sampai on9,cari theme blog..aduh susahnye.asik salah je.malas da na pikir.hahahaha. nanty na minta slydz ajar..hehehe.die pakar skit
chow!!

morning...

2009-06-27T00:01:00.000-07:00

um...arini ari sat.lupe dowh td.bgn2 jumpe airis..cute lil niece.rase nak gigit2 je pipi die.hwahwahwa.arini ibu masak my fav dish.tp..perut ta selesa.dok sakit dr ari2 lg.ntah bab pe.mau g jumpe doc,maleh.mcm die complaint nanty.bosan na dengar.btw..pjg yg g kedah 2 da balik..kul 5am lebih td die sampai..alhamdullillah..selamat sampai.die g kedah ngn mama..now..die kat amcop.ngn ameer, mama ,tymoon ade skali kot.m....miss him ;( last jumpe ari2 ari kamis.die 2 asik ngn ameer je.huh.ntah pape btul.

hi

2009-06-26T09:53:00.000-07:00

today is june25..n this is my second blog.hahaha.hope yg ni mejadi.cos b4 tis haram ta active lgsg.bz ngn life yg ntah pape.nest sem will be my second year. im hoping it will much better that previous.hopping to be more discpline with my time.my studies.my fam.my cayang.my friends.smua la.it will be tough.im planning to extend my studies.coz pointer cam hampeh giler..OMG.tuhan je la betapa sakitnye ati ni tgk result.huh.btw, i just finish my intersesi amik QMT425.tatau lg result die.huh