notes from sab

After reading this, I believe some minds will be saying "Ellehh **** tak pernah bercinta / couple / whatever word you use, memang la kata macam tu". Well it's true I never been in a relationship before and Ive heard and saw a few "loving" couples. They're among my good friends & family too. Hehe I don't want to be what I write below. Apply this on "love" before marriage eh :)

1. 24/7 either the guy or the girl mesti sibuk gila nak tahu where is the spot that the partner is breathing. SMS and call like every second right.. So weird man. Even your momma who loves you like no one has ever love you before doesn't do that! Get a life wehhh. Siap tanya dengan siapa, buat apa, kat mana. Tanya sekali masa awal pagi tu dah la kan. Every hour nak tanya, macam bapa gila apa, takde life ke korang. Bazir masa je bagi commitment macam tu cause it's not like God will punish you if you dont report every moment to your partner before marriage.

2. Tak reply SMS or pick-up phone marah macam partner kau tu botakkan kepala kau je kan. HELLO life isnt about SMS-ing or picking up your phone!! Life is life. Takde life, macam mana "relationship" korang sebelum kahwin tu nak improve. Takde life, tak belajar pape, macam mana "relationship" nak improve. Haiyooo give space to each other la wehh. Kalau asyik nak reply SMS or pick-up phone je, nak cerita apa? Cerita cara muka korang kutip habuk setiap saat? :P

3. Lelaki / perempuan lain SMS or call kata rindu or whatever, heboh marah perang macam pasangan kau tu ceroboh rumah korang je kan. Ingat korang yang in a "relationship" je ke boleh ada perasaan rindu dan boleh saling SMS dan call? Kawan lama yang beza jantina text kata "I miss you" je pun dah kepoohh. Tak boleh ke rindu kawan? Korang tak pernah rindu kawan ke? Hiisshh sedih la berpasangan dengan orang macam tu. Kalau dah kahwin takpe la kan, no choice cause you gotta work out those silly things because you've seriously promised to God in taking care of each other.

4. Keluar lepak dengan kawan lain jantina pun tak bagi? Hampehh betul la, ko ingat kawan dia tu nak sangat kat boyf / girlf kau. HAHAHAHA tak payah risau la kalau dah kata "cinta" & "trust" pasangan korang macam korang first time gunakan sifat saling mempercayai. Kan? Keep it cool.

5. Kawan beza jantina bagi hadiah padahal takde special occasion pun nak bising bising? Mampus kawan dia la nak bagi apa. Kasih sayang ke, hadiah ke, racun ke, itu hak pasangan korang dengan kawan dia. When youre not married, you dont own them, let your partner learn what's life. Even if youre married pun you can't 100% control your spouse!! They've the rights to make decisions too.

6. Bila terserempak dengan kawan beza jantina masa tengah dating, korang tegur, pastu boyf / girlf korang marah. Ya ampunnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn tolong lah!!! Tak seronok ke dapat girlf / boyf yang tak sombong, peramah & baik dengan kawan?

7. K k k ni lagi kelakar ni. Insist to display about your relationship in the online social pages(myspace, facebook, twitter, etc). And kalau tak letak photo or nama, korang akan cam tension and rasa tidak dihargai. EEEEEE geli nak mampus!! If you love a person, don't take his / her life but share your life with him / her. Kalau life korang huru-hara jangan la share kan, susahkan je tambah beban pasangan korang. HAHA.

8. Ni lawak gila ni. Ni selalunya rempit la kan. Pantang siod boyf bawa perempuan lain naik motor dia atau girlf naik motor dengan laki lain. Sorry la kan. But JIJIK aku dengar. HAHAHAHA yuuccckk!! Gross!! Naik motor je kot. Kalau dah memang gatal nak mengusik usik tu takyah naik motor pun takpe. Pelik pelik je la korang.

9. AHAAAA ni ramai kot pernah alami. Saling check handphone. ADUHHH kepingin sangat nak baca balik SMS korang? HAHA nak tahu sangat ya apa orang lain SMS pasangan korang? Apa kata masa jumpa tu korang abadikan untuk korang bermesra dan berseronok daripada menyibukkan mata & jari fokus pada handphone yang lebih murah dari "cinta" korang tu. Ke telefon tu adalah cinta korang? Haha. Baiklah stare to your partner rather than staring at the innocent mobile phone!

p/s hell bored

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ako bosan..sgt2 bosan.
pas 4 months ago,ako happy sgt.
coz ako ade die.ako ade smua org.
afta tis da pratical.
ako lonely balik.mane soulmate den?
pasni na balik sban pun susah
coz da stat kerja.camne na jumpe airis?

p/s hms

i hate myself 4 loving u

Midnight, gettin' uptight.

Where are you?

You said you'd meet me,

now it's quarter to twoI know

I'm hangin' but I'm still wantin' you.

Hey, Jack, It's a fact they're talkin' in town.

I turn my back and you're messin' around.

I'm not really jealous, don't like lookin' like a clown.

I think of you ev'ry night and day.

You took my heart, then you took my pride away.

I hate myself for loving you .

Can't break free from the the things that you do.

I wanna walk but I run back to you,

that's why I hate myself for loving you .

Daylight, spent the night without you.

But I've been dreamin' 'bout the lovin' you do.

I won't be as angry 'bout the hell you put me through.

Hey, man, bet you can treat me right.

You just don't know what you was missin' last night.

I wanna see your face and say forget it just from spite.

I think of you ev'ry night and day.

You took my heart, then you took my pride away.

I hate myself for loving you .

Can't break free from the the things that you do.

I wanna walk but I run back to you,

that's whyI hate myself for loving you .

I hate myself for loving you .

I hate myself for loving you .

do u erinnern, wenn wir uns küssen?

I can honestly say

You've been on my mind

since I woke up today

I look at your photograph all the time

These memories come back to life I don't mind

I remember when we kissed

I still feel it on my lips

The time that you danced with me

With no music playing

I remember the simple things

I remember till I cry

The one thing I wish I’d forget

The memory I wanna forget is

Goodbye

I woke up this morning

And played our song

And through my tears,

I sing along

I picked up the phone

And then put it down

Cause I know I'm wasting my time

Suddenly my cellphone's blowing up

With your ringtone

I hesitate but answer it anyway.

You sound so alone

I'm surprised to hear you say

You remember when we kissed

You still feel it on your lips

The time that you danced with me with no music playing

You remember the simple things

We talked until we cried

You said that your biggest regret

The one thing you wish I'd forget

Was saying goodbye

b.o.r.e.d

ok...mmg dah lama x on9 upload blog
coz ako da kebuntuaan cerita na kongsi ape

idop ako cam biase

x banyak beza sgt

ako still ako dulu

cume da semakin jaat

ako mingle je kije skrg ni

ako malas da jadi dak baek

coz, dulu ako jaat kate ako baek

now,ako na btambah jaat

apo ako merapo ni

aduhai

ako bosan dowh

bosan xde teman na berbual

setakat dyna n kakb

sampai mane drang leh tahan dgr ako becerita je

ako nekad na benti rock.

ako bosan

ako bosan

<3

Walau aku senyum bukan berarti
Aku selalu bahagia dalam hari
Ada yang tak ada di hati ini
Di jiwa ini hampa


Ku bertemu sang adam di simpang hidupku
Mungkin akan ada cerita cinta
Namun ada saja cobaan hidup
Seakan aku hina

Tuhan berikanlah aku cinta
Untuk temaniku dalam sepi
Tangkap aku dalam terang-Mu
Biarkanlah aku punya cinta

Tuhan berikanlah aku cinta
Aku juga berhak bahagia
Berikan restu dan halal-Mu
Tuhan beri aku cinta

Ku bertemu sang adam di simpang hidupku
Mungkin akan ada cerita cinta
Namun ada saja cobaan hidup
Seakan aku hina

Tuhan berikanlah aku cinta
Untuk temaniku dalam sepi
Tangkap aku dalam terang-Mu
Biarkanlah aku punya cinta

Tuhan berikanlah aku cinta
Aku juga berhak bahagia
Berikan restu dan halal-Mu
Tuhan beri aku cinta

p/s miss him damn much

lost....

my heart

having fun wit elin,eli n ester
love when she smiles

cheese.........
fun time wit yana n najwa

one fine evening
@ pakngah n makngah house
in pilah'

no title

lama ta tulis kat cini.
arini 1st of raya da
tp,feel raya takde
coz ibu n ayah leh lak gado
atleast if ta gado,leh la g umah sedara2 yg dekat2
ni yg ado..duk umah jo kijo
tgk jiran2 meriah giler raye
yg ako ni,duk umah.basuh baju,kmas bilik je
hahahaha
mcm ta raye je kan?
n baju raye pun takde!!
LG SYOK DISITU

in the morning

yg best nye.like usual
airis
she really makes my day.
smlm tdo mmg lewat.
uat ketupat daun palas ngn ibu
dlm kul 4 baru padam.
mmg die dtg pg 2,mmg ako bushuk je la muka ni ha..
die pakai dress yg ako belikan die
sgt sgt sgt comel!
ako apa lg,trus mandi.n g la melayan die.
seronok die tgk muko ako yg comot die
die ske tepok pipi ako ni.
syok ooo..
hikhikhik
thats makes me more special.
breakfast settle

in the afternoon

nothing special.
coz,ako membuta.
same goes to ibu
huhuhuhuhuhu
ayah?
tatau la die uatpe
hukhuk
dlm kul 4 ako tjaga
basuh2 muka
2wun bawah,amik baju kering plak
lepak2 kat luar umah jap
na ade feel raye la katekan
ta dpt gak
huh!!
masok balik,g mandi
then,akak call.
die mau dtg!


evening till now


ptg airis dgt!
gumbira atiku
hukhukhukhuk
arini die tdo umah TTJ
coz sok na g raya kat umah makteh
paklong
makngah
insyaALLAH
td,kul 10pun die tamo tdo agi
ako asik kna halau je ngn akak
coz anak die taleh tdo,nampak ako
hahahahahahaha
ako happy sgt tgk airis
thanks ALLAH 4 giving me t cutest niece in t earth

p/s

happy raye to all of u
n to him,


♥
every day in every way i love you more and more always n forever ♥

HELP

shud i go?

buzzzzzz...

Babylon English-English

love

v. have great affection for; feel a passionate attraction to; be fond of; hug and kiss; have sexual intercourse with; like a great deal, be enthusiastic about

n. passionate attraction; fondness, affection; enthusiasm, interest; one who is loved; object of one's enthusiasm; score of zero (in tennis, etc.); term of endearment (i.e. "sweetheart")

Love

Love is an intense feeling of affection related to a sense of strong loyalty or profound oneness.
The meaning of love varies relative to context.
Romantic love is seen as an ineffable feeling of intense attraction shared in passionate or intimate attraction and intimate interpersonal and sexual relationships.
Though often linked to personal relations, love is often given a broader signification, a love of humanity, of nature, with life itself,
or a oneness with the Universe, a universal love. Love can also be construed as platonic love, religious love, familial love, and, more casually, great affection
for anything considered strongly pleasurable, desirable, or preferred,
to include activities and foods. This diverse range of meanings in the singular word love is often contrasted with the plurality of Greek words for love, reflecting the concept's depth, versatility, and complexity.

p/s doesn't he love u?

ape yg silly sgt ni..

meh cini ade cite ako na share ngn korang
ade 1 gurl ni,tetiba je takde ribut takde taufan kate ako ngamuk ngn die
ada ka patut?
ako na ngamuk ngn die knape ek?
baget hot ape?
ada ako masok campur idop ko?
takde kan.
yg ko tetiba na maen terjah idop ako ni pehal
ako agak malas la na layan disitu
ingat ako ni takde kije laen ke dr na mencarut ta tentu pasal
akai ada ka?


ape kes ako ngn ngamuk pasal mamat 2
ako redha je ape yg berlaku
da org tana,tayah la terhegeh2 da.
btul ta en. *tut*
ako da malas la na pikir da pasal ni
ako yg ta purfect tok ko kan..
ako mmg ta layak tuk ko
ako terima title "FREN" yg ikhlas dari ko tok ako 2
trimas sgt2
aduhai

p/s hak ako na kate ape coz ni territory ako

thinking...

"Love is a temporary madness.
It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides.
And when it subsides you have to make a decision.
You have to work out whether your roots have
become so entwined together that it is
inconceivable that you should ever part.
Because this is what love is.
Love is not breathlessness,
it is not excitement,
it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion.


That is just being "in love" which
any of us can convince ourselves we are.
Love itself is what is left over when
being in love has burned away,
and this is both an art and a fortunate accident.
Your mother and I had it,
we had roots that grew towards
each other underground,
and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two."

speechless

ฉันกำลังเบื่อ
เบื่อไม่ต้องคุณโดยด้านของเวลาอันเงียบสงบ
ระยะเวลาสิบเดือนขณะที่มีค่าที่สุดในชีวิตของฉัน
ที่ฉันล้ำค่าที่สุด
ขอบคุณสำหรับทุกสิ่ง
;)

do try to translate

;P

kiusah yg kusut dari kami..

Elena Prescovia
i'd rather have bad times with u than good times with someone else. be beside u in a storm than safe and warm by myself. i'd rather have hard times together than have it easy apart. i dont know where i stand with u and what i mean to u but ...all i know is i wanna be with u till i catch my last breath.
August 23 at 2:29am · Comment · Like / Unlike

Shipote Shedote and Anis Atifah like this.

Muhd Khirul Hilman Mat
g tdo laa
August 23 at 3:04am

Ise Punye
sejak kebelakangan ni, cm sedih je dier ni... await ek?
August 23 at 3:37am

Elena Prescovia
cem: ak kusot tabole tdo! -.-'ise: tade pape.
August 23 at 1:56pm

Ise Punye
tpu
August 23 at 8:04pm

Elena Prescovia
btul la.
August 23 at 11:14pm

Punye
tpu
August 23 at 8:04pm

Elena Prescovia
btul la.
August 23 at 11:14pm

Fariza Yunus
but sometime when they loses us,then they realize who are we to them. n it takes time darl for them to wakeup from the fine day.n find us thinking that we'll always be there 4 them
August 24 at 12:09am · Delete

Elena Prescovia
hurm yepp i hope so. he meant world to me! he wud never b replaced eventho i keep telling myself dat we've done. but if he wud never come back i jz wish i lose him to sum1 dat lurfee him wanting to remain his smile n never let his feeling hurt.
August 24 at 12:23am

Ise Punye
i bet he will be glad if he know u doin fine.. perhaps u shud forget the past and try to move on with ur live and dont hope so much. if he ever come back, then its ur destiny but if he dont, peace
August 24 at 9:24am

Ise Punye
i bet he will be glad if he know u doin fine.. perhaps u shud forget the past and try to move on with ur live and dont hope so much. if he ever come back, then its ur destiny but if he dont, peace
August 24 at 9:55am

Elena Prescovia
hurm i'll b fine only when he's around not de fake "fine". i mean why cnt he jz come back
August 24 at 4:08pm

Ise Punye
not everything can be done easily. not everything is happen accordingly. not everything u can get what u ask for... no matter how u try, no matter how u do, no matter how long u wait, sometimes, u still cant get it. live never meant to be complete....
August 24 at 4:31pm

Elena Prescovia
oh but i do believe in destiny n faith. no matter how many "how matter" it is n even if he dun even care bout it anymore, it wont change a bit
August 24 at 4:38pm

Ise Punye
u jz still the same person like i know u last time... im still getting the same answer when the last time i told u... hmmm
August 24 at 4:44pm

Elena Prescovia
yepp n im counting on each steps it goes apart since then.
August 24 at 4:52pm

Ise Punye
y u so stubborn? hesh
August 25 at 9:41am

Elena Prescovia
nvrmind no one cud understands dat either.
August 25 at 10:11am

Ise Punye
no1 cud undrstnd why...
August 25 at 10:36am

Fariza Yunus
love wil always be our best friends.coz we are women n man will never understand us.never understand wut we can do for love n wut we can be for love.n the sacrifices for wut we love till no one can put appreciation towards wut we have done. *sob..sob..sob*
Wed at 1:31am · Delete

Elena Prescovia
huhu nice one peja. seems like u've been through a hard time too huh?
Wed at 8:15pm

Ise Punye
human never understand each other. they only understand parts of its not the full
Thu at 12:05am

Fariza Yunus
is not just a hard time.hardcore time dowh.hard sgt2 to forget all the memories that we have together.but,standard la kan.only we,who treasure all the happiness n so with t sorrow.n as simple,'i tried to love u.but i failed.i'm sorry'the end
Thu at 3:02am · Delete

Elena Prescovia
yepp exactly darla! omigosh i never thot u had almost de same situation like mine cz believe it or not seriously i thot ur life were like soowh wonderful and amazing cz i've never seen u in a sad gloomy face! i mean u sgt hebat hiding ur misery eventho deep inside god knows how u felt.
Thu at 7:57pm

Fariza Yunus
am i that good?no really la.n i also never thot u have t same situation too.coz wut u show to us,doest goes wit wut inner side of u.u always smiling n chilling to,right?someone told me,we need to b t best actress in our own life.hide wut people wil never understand.is like PNC prob n doesnt need to be shown,but 4 me that make no sense.coz we need opinion form other party too right??if not,mmg ade protential masok tanjung rambutan la...hihikhikhik
10 hours ago · Delete

Elena Prescovia
hurm it feels sucky sumtimes when u noe ur simply not oke but u'v been faking thngs up infront of others n jz keep thngs fer urself. eventho u'v been telling urself dat time wil heal it but stil, when? i mean its been like more than 2 1/2 years isnt dat too long to be waited? its not like i never tried to move on wif life but it seems like i cant. i figure it so hard not as easy as spelling it out. haih! hahaha i do lurfee rambutan but tanjung rambutan? like erkkkkk no thnxie!
7 hours ago

Fariza Yunus
mmg tis kinda things yg take time.but is just or time je die mik,ngn kite2 skali die amiknye.may in yr case,he's afraid of commitment kot.coz in my situation,wut he did all tis while,is enough for me.but,he always said,he is not t one for me.n that has been on n on 4 almost 4years tis year.n t lastest,he just said,im sorry,i cant forced myself in ... Read Moretis relationship.i just can accept u keep saying im yr bf,coz im not!ek?wut t fish is that.afta all we been tru 2gether,die kate die taleh.lg la panas dgrkan.but,its ok.but we do meant to be,ta lari mane punkan.just keep t faith.sob..sob..sob..miss him giler kot,tp tahan je la.that wut im doing now.;p
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Elena Prescovia
gosh shud i say dat is sooowhhhhh kejam? haih! hurm im tired of everythng n i just figure out n realized dat guys always get over thngs up so easy. mayb dats de reason why they dont even have those memories inside them. i mean like those things dat cud remind them of what we've been thru together b4 sume tu mcm tapnah dorg ingt dh. not even rse sedih when it comes to saying de word "breaking up". n sgt senang find a replacement. -.-'
Yesterday at 2:04pm

Fariza Yunus
wut i can do if kejam pun.i heart him so much.til nothing cant overcome him.i also ta paham y my heart is so devoted to him,while,he doesnt even care about me.geram sgt kot.but,wut can i do.not easy finding replacement coz he's the one tht i want.n doesnt i be needed by him?so...so...so..lovehated btul.aiyok,tetiba rase bodo plak.but,coz of love.n love are gurls bestfren.sob....sob...sob..
9 hours ago · Delete

Elena Prescovia
100% agree! dats wat i felt too! haih -.-'
9 hours ago

Fariza Yunus
babe..visit pichja.blogspot.com.ASAP.as u read tis,g cepat
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conversation between 2 gurls that have the similar case in finding their

♥ cinta sempurna ♥

kisah seorg adek yg kehilangan satu2nye abg yg die ade didunia ni

kisah seorg anak yg derhaka n ta sedar dek untung n asal usul

ako;
ibu kate nak tgk keta dulu,
bru bg $.
bwk ibu g workshop 2 dulu


anak derhaka;
ah.. korang macam2..
P mampos la korang suma..
cite mcm *tut* *tut*

ako;
oit.
sape yg ko nak panggil korang.
sedar skit asal usul 2.
cukup bgs ayah nak bg $
tak sdar diri nak panggil org mcm2!


anak derhaka;
kalu nk bg, bg je la..
Kalu tak nak bg, ckp terus terang..
Takpayah nak macam2..
Bg org harapan..
*tut* lah

ako;
eh helo *** ku yang pandai lagi bijaksana
harapan kepala otak ko.
ko 2,reti mintak $ je
hati mak ayah tak jaga.
apa harapan yg ko nak megahkan
sdar la wei
da dewasakn.

anak derhaka;
Pergi mampus la ko *tut*..


ako;
ako mati,ada org na mandikan
doakan.
ko 2?
sdar la ***.
cian ibu n ayah.
drang da berusia.
eyam pun sakit2 da.
atok apetah lg.
mmg na bg,tgk perangai ***,sayu ati drang.


anak derhaka;
Eh *tut*..
Ko p mampos cepat2 skit..

ako;
kalo ako mati cpat,ko gak rugi.
haha
mmg leh mati pun,ada *** mcm ko ni
n kurang skit dosa ako.



anak derhaka;
Hehe..
Bagus2..
Agak2 tahun ko sempat mati tak?


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ako malas na melayan anak derhaka mcm ni.ade lg manusia yg ta sdar asal usul die walaupun da tua n mampos mcm *** ako 2.reti take advantages of people.bkn people,family members die sendiri.ngn kawan2 tunjuk lagak,konon kaya.duit bersepah.if byk sgt duit,asal mcm minta sedekah kat mak ayah ako?ko buang derang dr idup ko,ko da ludah kat derang,skrg ni ko na jilat balik.mmg ko ni.mmg dasar anak ta kenang budi.eyam selama ni backup ko,bg ko mcm2.ko na buat bisnes,eyam bg duit,ko na tempat na berteduh,eyam sediakan smuanye.ape lagi yg ta cukup! OIT...matang la skit.ko kuar umah,sbb pentingkan kawan.ape yg ko dpt hah?derang sementara je.mcm ko ta pnah kena kencing dgn derang plak.ako rase da selalu sgt ko.ta serik ke?skrg pun ko kena kencingkan?sampai beribu riban ko kna tpo.ek ta ingat kubur ape ko ni?geramnye ako!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!terasa ako rela jd pembunuh if ako dibenarkan tuk bunuh ko.ko tau ta??ko ni,adui.takde agama ape?ta ingat TUHAN ape?hantu ko takot,ngn ALLAH ko ta takot plak,manusia ape ko ni..serius abis ko ni tak sdar dek untung.ape yg ko mina tak pnah dapat?cube ckp skit kat ako?dulu masa wan meninggal ingat ko na berubag,siap bacekan yassin.nangis.huh!!crocodile tears tol.rupe2 duit da abis.kawan smua da lari.patutla baek.padan muka ko.ko mmg bodo!skolah ta abis ape?oh..lupe,ko mmg ade kes time ko kat lendu dulu.ko kna KICK,mmg ko bijak.n salahkan mak ayah sbbkan kesalahan sendiri.mmg ko bijak.aah,mmg.mmg ibu n ayah yg amikkan paper2 final ko,g class tok ko,mmg derang yg salah kan.ta study tok ko.yela ,,,ko kan anak dato'.mane leh study sendiri.kena ade gundik studykan.SIAL la ko ni.geram tol ako,sejahat2 ako,sehina2 ako ako tak uat ibu n ayah seksa jiwa n batin mcm ni tau.ko ni lahir btul ke dari perut mak ako ni?ke tetukar time ko lahir dulu hah?ako pelik la.sgt pelik.spesis manusia mcm mane ko ni ek.mmg takde perasaan lgsg.ako rela takde abg mcm ni ko tau!!ako benci ko.i HATE u so much.dammit sial ko ni.adui.

YA ALLAH,
ampunkan dosa ako.dosa kedua ibu bapaku,eyam.atok.akak.abg,abgman,panjangkan umur mereka.trimas keats kurniaan mu ya ALLAH.kehadiran airis dlm keluarga ju,sgt sgt bermakne skali,ako merasakan keluarga masih diberkati n drahmati oleh mu ALLAH.dugaan yg ko turunkan,ako trima.berila ako peluang tuk membalas budi mereka yg ALLAH.kurangkan beban yg ade dibahu ibuku.lembutkan la ati abgku ya ALLAH.berikan die cahaya drmu ya ALLAH.ako mohon padamu.berikan la die peluang tuk sedar semula.
-amin-


ako cakap ni,sbb ako syg kat ko.eyam yg kita smua sygkan, sakit skrg. kanser die makin teruk bang.bila abg na sedar?na tunggu eyam takde baru na sedar ke?selame ni eyam ade bile abg cari die.eyam sentiasa ada mase kite smua cari die.nanty,die da takde,mcm mane?abg yg plh rapat ngn eyam.bandingkan adek ngn kaka.eyam bertambah sakit pikir abg mcm ni.abg janji na berubah.mane janji abg?abg yg mcm keling,cakap ta serupa bikin.abg yg putar belit.slalu na menangkan kawan.setiap kali abg kate na berubah,ibu n ayah terima seadanye.sejuk ati tgk abg da berubah.da berapa tahun kite ta raye same?adek perlukan seorg abg,yg boleh mgumbirakan ibu n ayah.drang da tua.ape lagi yg derang ade selain anak2 die ni bang.adek sentiasa doakan abg selamat n berubah dari ape yg abg skrg ni.org luar smua ingat abg baek,tp sebenarnye abg jahat.abg uat ibu nangis.abg uat ibu sakit.abg uat ibu stress.abg uat ibu n ayah gado,.abg uat ibu n ayah ta bertegur sapa walaupun makan semeja pun.kenapa abg mcm ni?apa dosa ibu n ayah terhadap abg?derang bg segala yg abg minta.cbe tgk nasib anak2 yatim piatu.takde mak ayah.dahagakan kasih sayang mak ayah.abg?abg buang kasih sayang 2,abg gantikan dgn benci n dendam,ape abg dpt?idup ta dberkati,ape yg abg mampu buat if takde restu mak ayah? sedar la bang sebelum terlambat.adek sentiasa doakan abg berubah dan abg betul2 berubah n stay like that 4eva.adek rindukan abg yg dulu slalu maen baling2 bola sampai jatuh katil.abg yg slalu bawak adek nak basikal sampai jatuh dlm longkang.kna jait kat kepala.darah ta benti mgalir.adek rindukan abg yg bakarkan roti n uat susu tuk adek mlm2 kite lepak2 tgk tv kat umah.mane abg 2?mane abg adek?

a fine day

date
26 aug
my MOK2 bday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOK2 a.k.a anak pak asmuni

venue

my casa a.k a

kondo

time

0236

1

arini ako sewel bnyk.

smlm awal gile tdo.

b4 10 da padam

bgn sahur,bel kejut

tdo balik,kul 8 lebih sdar balik

afte class nego td leh plak ngantok lg

ta ke sewel namenye 2.

arini g class sempoi gile.

2

bawak buku n pencilbox je.

mcm gengster tol

pakai selipar rushai 2 plak 2

da bosan ngn crocs agaknye.

n tunggu kaya skit na bli,

if ta pun na paw kakak blikan

yeeha!!

3

masak 4 berbuka arini besame ka b tercinta

lauk,

ayam masak halia

telor bungkus

sup tulang ikan(only 4 me)

g shopping kat giant

Q n ka b li secret recipe.

sib baek.ta cair

sempat mkn 4 berbuka

ako agak tada mood arini.

sob...sob..sob...

melayan *cinta sempurna* sgt

ni la akibatnye

4

arini bday MOK2

td nyanyi ramai2 ngn dak2 umah khas 4 die

da tua da abg ako 2.

bile ntah na kawin.

awek na ako carikan

mmg ta dpt arh

adek ta kisah kak ipar yg mcm mane pun

up 2 u la bro oit.

as long u happy n smiling.

p/s

shu...PNC

miss his voice n smile

:(

hidup ini mmg PALAT, tp esok masih ada.

date:

22 aug

1st ramadhan

venue:

TTJ

time:

0437

first day of puasa. ta rase like puase pun coz life stil t same. no change. airis takde kat cini. die balik umah nenek die kat rembau. esok die dtg cni. miss her. i know she miss ne to. coz mlm td g umah die,die da tdo,but ako kacodie gak. hwahwa. sib baek ta nangis dak 2 ako uat. rase mcm taknak balik sa da afte tis.id uitm extend pun lagi bagus.serabut la kepala.sakit la ati.demam ta surut2 lagi.ta pasal2 gone becoz of H1N1.choi!!!!!jgn mintak.pahala ta cukup lagi ni.bertuahnye anak.bak pepatah ibuku kpd ku.wah..

btw,smlm ako balik sban.ptg2 skit baru balik,patutnye kamis da bole blah da.just ako takde mood na blah lagi.taktau la sbb ape kan.ako pun stay jela kat sa.bersame2 rakan yg laen.ika da balik kuantan da.btw,ako ade class sampai 6pm ari2.dak2 umah plak g karok.wah!ta ajak ako.takpe2.ako paham.ako ade classkan.lgpun sure bosan ako ade skali.mereka bersama2,ati,adeq,bed,rot,dyna,ein.if ta silap ako la kan.afte class ako lepak bangi kopitiam.ngn ka b.lama gak la.sampai pnat waiter 2 layan kiteorg.hikhikhik..Q da balik da time 2,ako rase la.HAAA....yg bestnye lunch kiteorg g jj.beli sushi, beberape jenis makanan yg laen.yg sgt sedap dan selera,ako je makan da mcm2.Q lg n ka b lg.mms best.balik umah,dak2 smua da ade.derang smlm g kajang.,lepak apartment kat sane.afte g karok,dierg g makan2 lu.then baru lik umah.bel kat umah sorang,ako tapaukan ape yg die na..afte that,ako kemas beg na balik esoknye.

mlm 2,bel kate die bosan,ako ni plak baru pas amik 120 movies dari AI(my clasmate) bile ako tgk lepak kat kopitiam,umah die atas kopitiam je.jd,copy la smua masok hdisk den.how,hdisk ako tgl 87G dr 250G.banyak gile harta dlm 2.skrg ni ako tgk berusaha na mdload 1 season of HM.ade 3 season,2 da settle tinggal 1 lagi.mmg skrg hidup ako dgn comp.ako bosan.sib baek bband da leh gune.if tada,merana.btambah merana idup ako skrg ni yg da cukup merana ni; ada kawan berpesan, "be a good actress, hide yr feelings "

im a good actor xctually.sape yg rapat ngn ako je tau ako merana or ta,mmg people around me see me smiling always,make funny statement. ako bukan slalu masam je muka.slalu penat ade,masam takde.if ako nangis pun,mata ako bknnye bengkak,i2 yg paling slamatkan ako . hwahwahwa.. org yg rapat ngn ako like kak b,Q,dyna,. they knows my prob is.sometime adeq or rot pun tau.masalah ngn issue semasa ta pnah abis. aduhai,sampai bile na seksa mcmni ako pun ta pasti.ako da sedar da dr ape yg ako uat salah. ako da try making new life. but i need a new surounding . sgt2 memerlukan 12. tempat yg leh uat ako tenang jap.. um..stop thinking about all t rubbish. kita kna truskan idup.coz idup ni mmg palat,tp esok masih ada.

p/s ako sambung esok ptg yok.afte buka ke.b4 buka ke.na focus jap uat asgment

my tade makne day

today class global cancel

ade asgment skit die suwuh uat

n class pagi plak Nego,te sempat na g.coz jam td time na balik ari kajang

afta tis class Legal

oohh...

BTW,smlm celebrate bday ATI kat country heights.

dkt area tol kajang sane.

umah2 kat sane,jgn cakap la..

besar2 n lawa2 ya AMAT.

da la smlm ta tdo coz ta sabar na g swimming,

rupe2nye,taleh swim pakai baju cotton

gile pasrah

da la ta tdo.

beborak ngn dak2 ni

sampai la ke pagi.

mmg pening abis la

then,grak dari kajang kul 9

budget dlm kul 10 da leh sampai.

ta sangka jam!!

elak jam dr federal,naek kesas.

smua berjalan lancar.

tp,ntah ape kes b4 tol kesas JAM!!

sob..sob..sob..

mmg ta sempat la ke class jawabnye

lori tong gas terbalik.

ngeri tol

kang ta pasal2 meletop,mampos gue n rakan2 yg laen

tp,bomba da ade da standby if pape jdkan.

ok la 2..

mmg jam la.

rase pagi ako td,penuh dgn carutan je la

sampai shah alam,da dekat kul 11

mmg ta g mane,lepak mamak jap.

lapo.

huhuhu

then

da lepak mamak

balik la ke rumah kami di sec7

p/s na kena g class da ni

daaaa

The Best Movie Ever

on the august 16,me n gurls went to a movie.im not feeling well.n trying to get my mood back.so,we all pun gi movie @ sunway about 10 pm baru terhegeh2 na kuar umah.n the cerita kitorg tgk mmg BEST giler.....

http://www.proposalmovie.com.au/

Margaret Tate (Sandra Bullock) is the executive editor-in-chief of a book publishing company, Colden Books. All of her workers, including her assistant Andrew Paxton (Ryan Reynolds), hate her, and she fires a senior editor, Bob Spaulding (Aasif Mandvi) because he is unable to get an author named Frank be interviewed by Oprah. After learning she is being deported to Canada, she forces Andrew to marry her, as his future is tied to hers. When the government investigates, Mr. Gilbertson (Denis O’Hare) informs them that they will undergo rigorous testing to prove that the marriage is not fraudulent. Andrew grudgingly accepts, under the condition that he is promoted to the position of editor and his manuscript be published. He also forces Margaret to propose nicely to him on her knees in the streets of New York, and to allow him to tell his parents they are getting married.
The two are forced to spend the weekend with his parents in Sitka, Alaska in order to sell the lie, where they will be attending the 90th birthday party of Andrew’s grandmother (Gammy) (Betty White). Margaret is very unreceptive of Alaska, and is furthermore shocked to learn that Andrew’s family owns most of the business in Sitka. They attend a surprise party for them, where Andrew catches up with his ex-girlfriend, Gertrude “Gert” (Malin Akerman). After he is humiliated by his father, Joe Paxton (Craig T. Nelson), Andrew announces that he and Margaret are getting married. They are forced to kiss, and do so passionately, showing the first signs of respect for one another. Andrew’s parents then show them their room, and Gammy gives them a special blanket (called baby-maker, which they avoid). Andrew and Margaret sleep separately - Andrew on the floor and Margaret in the bed.
The next morning, Margaret wakes to hear her phone ringing. After waking Andrew with her loud conversation, she goes outside; the family dog, Kevin, follows her and is swooped up by an eagle. She gets Kevin back, but the eagle instead takes her phone. Andrew, having seen the commotion, informs her that she, his mother Grace and Gammy are going shopping; the shopping actually proves to be a male strip show by Ramone. Margaret talks with Gert about Andrew, who tells her that they dated through college, and when Andrew asked her to elope with him, she didn’t want to go from her home, and said no. Margaret comes home and takes a shower, but finds no towels; when she goes to get one, she is stopped by Kevin. Meanwhile, Andrew confronts his father after he apologizes and asks him to take up the family business, telling him he’s happy in New York. He goes to the balcony of their room, stripping naked. Margaret, also naked, goes for a towel after distracting Kevin, only to run into Andrew. He sees her tattoo before going to take a shower. That night, Andrew and Margaret tell each other a little about their past, and find out they like the same band.
Next morning, Joe and Grace knock at the door with breakfast. Andrew and Margaret hurriedly get into bed, and the family suggest they could marry the same weekend, and they reluctantly accept. Andrew is stressed because the marriage is actually a sham, and Margaret tries to comfort him, finding herself genuinely caring for him. To sort out her emotions, she goes for a bike ride into the woods, where she finds Gammy “giving thanks”. Gammy invites her to join her, and they end up dancing to “Get Low”, while Andrew watches. Andrew takes her into Sitka, and she tries to contact New York. However, Gammy and Grace arrive and take Margaret to be fitted into a dress that Gammy’s great grandmother made, and a necklace that’s been in the Paxton family for generations. Deciding that she can’t do this to Andrew, she hijacks a boat and tries to explain, but she falls off after he takes the steering wheel. Andrew goes back for her, and they return to his house. Once there, they find that Joe has contacted Mr. Gilbertson, who asks them again to admit the sham. Andrew vehemently denies.
During the wedding ceremony, Margaret decides she cannot do this to Andrew and confesses the business arrangement in front of everyone- including Mr. Gilbertson, who tells her she has twenty four hours to get back to Canada, and thus goes back to New York to pack her things. Gammy fakes a heart attack. Upon doing so, however, Andrew shows up at the office and confesses his love for Margaret in front of the entire office staff, proposing marriage all over again. They go to Mr. Gilbertson once more to get engaged “for real”.

Overall this movie really funny and worth to watch it. I like Andrew’s attitude(very humble) and he is really a good partner to be with. So, to all girls out there, find your future husband like him ya…. *he’s rich too as he got lots of family business*